Where has the time gone?
I was sitting here at Anthonys and realized that time has gone by so quickly and I have not even noticed it. My life seems so different now then It once was before..but yet it is so much the same.
Friday was Anthony and mine 1 yr anniversary. It was nice, but yet typical. I comtemplate each moment of everday on whether or not we will survive. I love him and want to be with him...but our future together seems glum as he has a poor job and I am frightened about getting one. Not to mention i still have a few good months until I can even attempt to get a liscense. I can't drive...I rarely see Anthony ...I never see jen...This is not the future I had hoped for. I have my dreams but they all slowly seem to fade away as I look deeper into my life.
*Sighs sadly* ON other news, I have fully engolfed myself into playing World of Warcraft. I have a 60th level druid...and so on. I love roleplaying and I have been doing it a little ona fourm and some on my WoW guild site (drools)...
*sigh*
I dont know anymore...
Friday was Anthony and mine 1 yr anniversary. It was nice, but yet typical. I comtemplate each moment of everday on whether or not we will survive. I love him and want to be with him...but our future together seems glum as he has a poor job and I am frightened about getting one. Not to mention i still have a few good months until I can even attempt to get a liscense. I can't drive...I rarely see Anthony ...I never see jen...This is not the future I had hoped for. I have my dreams but they all slowly seem to fade away as I look deeper into my life.
*Sighs sadly* ON other news, I have fully engolfed myself into playing World of Warcraft. I have a 60th level druid...and so on. I love roleplaying and I have been doing it a little ona fourm and some on my WoW guild site (drools)...
*sigh*
I dont know anymore...