Random Babbling
AGH! writing cause i need to....feeling a bit down....i spoke to a guy friend of mine that i havent seen like in AGES and just found out that hes engaged,has a kid, and has his own apartment....yup...so i kinda feel like im being left behind....i know sounds stupid maybe to you..but to me well its different...this guy is a special person why? cause i had a crush on him LONG ago back in 1997.....so it been a while i mean its hard to explain really.....we use to write to each other EVERYDAY and call each other......i still have his letters that he wrote to me...i read them a few weeks back and i thought about him too.....well i couldnt hold on to that forever now can i...lol....yea but i feel like im never gonna get married and have my babies...I'M GONNA BE 27 ON OCTOBER 6!....but i gotta be patient....right?.....its gonna take time for me to adjust.....^~^ i feel like crying but im gonna do that when i go to bed...too many people around my house to do that....