[FIC/NC17] After Love
AFTER LOVE
Title: After LoveAuthor: yamada masaki aka gunkie
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: YooSu, YunJae, slight ChunJae
Summary:
JunSu hummed. He nodded in understanding. He knew the guy only treated him as sex toy. He thought the guy only needed him to get over his lust. Since they first met, he knew he would never have the guy named Park YooChun.
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-CHAPTER.1-
JunSu woke up as he felt the bed was moving slowly. He sat himself up, looking at the guy who was putting on his clothes.
“Are you coming back?” he asked carefully. The other heard a slight fear voice in JunSu’s question.
“I told Yoona that I’ll be back this morning,”
JunSu hummed. He nodded in understanding. He knew the guy only treated him as sex toy. He thought the guy only needed him to get over his lust. Since they first met, he knew he would never have the guy named Park YooChun.
“YooChun,” JunSu called as the guy took in his cell-phone. “Why don’t we stop here?”
The guy had his knitted eyebrow. “What do you mean by stop, Su?”
JunSu gazed in everything but YooChun. He knew if he saw YooChun’s eyes he wouldn’t able to ask for a break up. “We are over, YooChun,”
“Su…” YooChun walked to pull JunSu in tight embrace. “You know I love…”
“No, Chunnie…You love your wife till you can’t choose me over her, don’t you?”
YooChun didn’t answer. He blamed himself for being coward. He scared to face the consequence. And those all had been read by JunSu. that was the reason JunSu forced himself to not expecting more than they were now.
“Let me go, Chunnie…” JunSu sighed desperately. He pulled his body out of YooChun’s embrace and cupped YooChun’s face, “After this love, I doubt that I could love someone else. But I will try, Chunnie…I’ll try to get over your love. I’ll try hard so I…”
YooChun stopped JunSu by kissing JunSu tenderly, “Don’t…don’t forget me, Su… I beg you,” YooChun eyes started to glisten. “I’ll let you go if that what you want me to do, Su… but you should never forget me, Su… don’t push me away…don’t ever regret our love, Su…you are my everything, Su…my everything, remember that…”
JunSu sighed sadly. He regretted saying those words. He regretted asking for a broke up if he would feel disappointed that YooChun let him go easily…
“I can’t promise you anything, YooChun…I can’t…” he took his revenge words, he wanted to make YooChun regretted.
YooChun tears dropped on his cheek, he kissed JunSu’s lips and pulled out when the other didn’t reply the kiss that he offered.
“Goodbye, JunSu…” he whispered to JunSu’s ear. The other just looked down on his foot, “Be happy for me…” then YooChun kissed JunSu’s forehead before turned his wheel, left JunSu alone in his bedroom…
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It has been six months since JunSu broke up with YooChun. He couldn’t tell that he was over it, but the most important thing that he knew he could control his feeling of missing YooChun’s touch.
JunSu lived happily in his new apartment. He rent his home to his cousin named JaeJoong which just came from his study abroad and needed a home to stay with his boyfriend, Jung YunHo. The couple helped JunSu to take care the house while JunSu wasn’t there.
JunSu also got himself a new job as an elementary teacher. He resigned from his past job as Park YooChun’s personal secretary without YooChun knowledge.
JunSu was happy with his ordinary life. After his past love, he finally found someone who could he lean on. Her name was TaeYeon, Kim TaeYeon. He knew he never would love the girl though the girl was good enough to receive a chance from JunSu. JunSu himself even surprised that he could at least attract to a girl. He had stamped himself as a gay though he never felt any interest in making such relationship with another guy. Not-unless YooChun.
“Oppa…what are you thinking about? You’re spacing out! Your food will be cold by the time you wake up…” TaeYeon snapped JunSu out his daydreaming. Her lips formed a pout in sudden, “My foods aren’t better than JaeJoong oppa…I know, but at least…I know that my foods aren’t that bad…” he said sadly while digging on her omelet.
JunSu chuckled lightly, “I was awing your foods, TaeYeonnie… it’s tasty that I want it more!” he praised TaeYeon’s food while pinching TaeYeon’s chubby face.
“Hurts..Oppa!! My cheek is hurt…” TaeYeon whined. JunSu then caressed her cheek softly.
“Sorry,”
TaeYeon shook his head, “It’s good to see Oppa’s smile!” she said cheerfully as she clapped her hands. “Let’s hurry, Oppa…! The class is going to start!”
JunSu nodded and quickly he finished his breakfast. TaeYeon cleaned the mess up afterwards and bid a farewell to JunSu before she headed to her class. JunSu himself, made his preparation to meet the students in his class.
“Good morning, Seonsaengnim…”
He heard his students greeted him happily as he came into his class.
“Morning, Class!” he replied brightly. As he put his books on the teacher desk, a boy suddenly rushed into the class without his permission. “You!” he called the boy. “Ah! ChanHee-ah! You’re always late! What happened this time, uh?”
The boy smiled innocently, “I met a girl who fell from her bike this morning, Seonsaengnim,” he started his story, “I felt guilty since I saw her but I didn’t help her, so I ended up by helping her and sent her to the nearest hospital,” he ended the story and looked up to see his teacher’s face.
“Good story, why don’t you extend it by telling me how you fell toward the girl. Or suddenly the girl collapsed and you have to send her to ICU?” ChanHee sighed. He always knew that his teacher never could be fibbed. “Meet me after school. We’ll have fun talking about the girl,” JunSu stated, pushed the boy back to his seat.
He started to teach the lesson afterward. His student loved to hear his explanation since he always taught easily and added some examples that the student could understand the entire lesson. He slipped the joke too, so his students wouldn’t feel boring and more interested in his subject that was biology.
After an hour and thirty minutes teaching, he closed the subject and ended the class. The students were awing in disappointed since they felt the class had been ended too fast as they expected.
JunSu bid a goodbye then walked out his class after remind ChanHee to meet him after the school ended.
JunSu walked back to his office and found his lover sat on his seat. “You’re fast, TaeYeonnie,” he greeted while ruffled TaeYeon’s hair.
“You messed me up, Oppa!” she giggled, and pushed JunSu’s hand away. Then, she stood up and poked JunSu’s nose, “ChanHee was late again, wasn’t he?”
JunSu smiled as he tugged TaeYeon’s forehead, “Did you see him?”
“Yes, he was smoking in the bathroom. I wonder what kind of reason that he told you, Oppa,”
JunSu sighed, that ChanHee was surely a troublemaker. He tried his best to hide the problem which was cause by ChanHee since the boy entered the fifth grade. This time was the last time he could help ChanHee. He decided to call ChanHee’s parent.
“Some interesting stories as usual,” JunSu sat on his seat. “TaeYeon, could you help me find Park ChanHee’s file? I need to call his parent today. I’d love to meet them after school.”
TaeYeon smiled and said, “Well, I have to meet Mrs. Shim then! See ya, JunSu oppa!” and she went out the office.
JunSu rubbed his temple. He was thinking of ChanHee. That boy was a really good and well mannered. ChanHee even was his favorite student. He wondered what happened with the boy. He started smoking, drinking even lying! That was too much for a fifth grader.
“Mr. Kim…”
A voice called him, he quickly looked at the door and there was Mrs. Choi standing. “Mrs. Choi?”
“ChanHee told me that he has to see you after school, but I doubt that he will make it. He is running fever and I’m planning on sending him to home,” Mrs. Choi-the nurse school explained.
JunSu opened his mouth in shocked. He didn’t know that he used to believe it or not. He finally ordered, “Can I see him, Mrs. Choi?”
Mrs. Choi nodded, “Follow me, Sir..”
Then the two walked through the corridor to the school hospital. There, JunSu saw ChanHee pale body. He put his palm on ChanHee’s warm forehead.
“Did you not get back home again, ChanHee?”
ChanHee sighed, he didn’t answer. He knew that his teacher knew about his night life. He would stay on his friend’s bar, drinking there till late night. He would sleep there afterwards or if he was lucky, he would find himself in JunSu’s apartment. He refused to tell his problem when JunSu asked him.
“Mr. Choi, I’ll take him to my home,” JunSu concluded.
“No!” ChanHee refused, “Let me stay here,” he added.
“Well, he’ll stay here, taking a rest then after the school, I’ll have his parent…”
“They wouldn’t come up,” ChanHee cut. That was true. His father was too busy with his work while his mother wouldn’t even care about him. His mother and his father were going to divorce anyway.
JunSu sighed seeing his student’s act. “I’ll be with him, Mrs. Choi. I have no class after lunch,”
Mrs. Choi nodded before they left the two in the silent room.
“Thank you, Seonsaengnim,” ChanHee thanked his teacher before sunk to the blanket.
JunSu smiled, his hand caressed the boy’s raven black hair. “Do rest, ChanHee,” he ordered.
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Alright! What’s your opinion about my fiction? Hihihi somehow after hearing ‘After Love’ by FT-Island [I miss wonbin T.T] my brain thought about an idea!
So quickly I type it and here it is…five pages of un-finished fiction >)
Well, comments are appreciated and really LOVED!