Title: Get lost
Rating: PG17
Warnings: Violence, mentioned rape
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Summary: What would you do when you’ve just found out your lover had cheated on you?
Pairing: AoixUruha
Comments: I’m pissed. And the sequel won’t be coming any soon, my computer will be sending for repair soon, and my writer’s block is still on. I seem to love to put Uruha through torture even though I love him to bits
P.S. can someone please teach me how to make a fic archive?
A loud slap resounded through the small room as Aoi glared menacingly at Uruha. Uruha stared wide eyed at Aoi, one of his hand cupping his red cheek as tears began to well up from the pain -from the inside and outside.
“You filthy whore! How could you have those little affairs behind my back! Do I mean that little do you? Do you really meant it when you said you love me?!”
“Of course I mean it! I-”
“Then why?! Why? Why are you doing this to me?”
As this point, the hard glare had softened down, revealing the emotions in it -hurt, pain, hate, anger, disbelief and love. Uruha bit his lower lip in an attempt to hold back his sob as he looked down at the ground, his fringe falling around his face like a curtain. As he sniffed and replied the answer, his voice was trembling.
“Because I need someone there for me. I need someone who would care for me. I need someone who would hug me during the cold nights till the morning and whisper sweet nothings into my ear. I need someone to love me, through actions, not just base on words. And all of these, for your information, are nothing you did at all.
“Do you know how lonely I feel, having to wait for you every night, praying that you would come back early for once not reeking of those stupid alcohol and perfumes and just make love to me? Do you know how hard it is for me to find you drunk on the floor every midnight when you finally came back home reeking of sex and yet have to pretend nothing had happened the next morning? It’s so hard for me… And that’s when I decide to have some affairs outside. If you can, so can I.”
Uruha lifted his head and glared at Aoi, who took a step back, shocked by the hate held in his eyes. Frowning slightly, Aoi reached his hand for Uruha, only to have his hand slapped away.
“Uru, believe me, I never mean to-”
“Don’t touch me!”
Shocked for the second time, Aoi reclined and hardened his gaze.
“Well, since you are this stubborn, I guess I have no other way but to punish you”
Aoi dragged Uruha forcefully by the hair from the living room to their bedroom while Uruha struggled fruitlessly and clawed at Aoi’s hand. Tears of fear were falling down his face as he begged Aoi to let go of him. Throughout the night, screams of agony and pain filled the neighbourhood as Aoi pound hard into Uruha without any preparation, causing much pain and humiliation to him. Blood mixed with cum were dribbling down Uruha’s thigh as he cried into the pillow, all the while begging Aoi to stop.
As the sunrays shone through the window, Aoi came for the sixth and the last time. He pulled out from Uruha with a slick sound from the blood and cum gathered and left the room for a shower without another glance at Uruha.
In the bathroom where Aoi was showering, he stared hard into his own reflection before smashing it into pieces. With blood dripping from his knuckles he stepped into the hot water, not even flinching when his wound was washed. He placed both his hands in front of him, against the wall and bowed his head down. When his legs could no longer supporting his leg, he dropped to his knees letting the water to wash away the dirt, his tears and his thousand apologies.
Meanwhile in the bedroom, Uruha laid the same way on the soiled sheets he was left moments before. His unblinking eyes stared into nothing, his face dried with tears. His voice was already hoarse from too much screaming. His body was full of scratches and hickeys and ugly shades of bruises, the blood that had dried up started to cake on his thighs. He seemed to be almost dead.
It was only when Aoi came back into the room did Uruha had some reaction. He tried to scramble away from Aoi who is approaching him with a smirk that spells nothing good. It didn’t take that long for Uruha to be captured back into Aoi’s arms and to be tortured again...