Tutoring Sessions
TITLE : Tutoring Sessions
PAIRING: YamaChii , OkaYama (friendship), NakaChii (friendship). OkaJima (slight)
GENRE: Romance, Fluff, School Life
RATING: PG-13
CHINEN YURI’S POV
I’m here at my chair, staring out the window. I don’t like to listen to my sensei right now, it’s because I hate the subject that he teaches us. It’s MATHEMATICS! I really really hate this subject. I don’t know why, but I feel that I don’t like it. Well I’m just going to relax here,
As I keep staring outside, I came back to reality as I heard the annoying loud voice of Tanaka-sensei .
“CHINEN-KUN! Are you even paying attention to our lesson now?” that old man asked me.
I stood up before I answered him.
“Ah-ah, Hai Tanaka-sensei, I’m listening”
“Okay, so if you’re really listening, can you please come here & answer the problem written on the board.” He cooed
I didn’t answer him. I was really nervous at that time because for real, I wasn’t really listening to him.
He noticed that I didn’t answered him back, he knows that I don’t want to answer it but still insisted that I should answer it to atleast improve my Math skills. So I have no other choice but to go in front and answer that Math problem.
I walked nervously as I got nearer the blackboard. As I got in front of it, my hand is shaking while I picked a piece of chalk on the chalk box. I stared at the problem given to me without any clue on how to answer it. I glanced at my back to see everyone staring at me. I faced the board again, I lifted my left hand and I was about to write something there but before I could do it, somebody grabbed my hand and that person writes down the answer. I stared at it in shock, and when that person finished writing, he let go of my hand and I turned my back only to see the most handsome, smart, cute & chubby cheeked guy in our classroom - Ryosuke Yamada.
“Is this right Tanaka-sensei?” Yamada questioned him.
“A-ah-ah. Yes it’s the right answer Yamada-kun. As expected from the smartest guy in our school!”
Everyone clapped except for me. I was still shocked of what he did. After that he walked back to his chair wearing a cold face. I also went back to my seat , tilting my head because I’m ashamed to them. Ashamed that I wasn’t able to answer the problem given to me.
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Actually, since I was in 1st year high school , Yamada & I are classmates. I don’t know why I belonged to this section where there are many smart people. Well I excel some subject except for Math. So I still consider myself , smart. Yamada is the smartest guy in our school. He excels in sports too. He also have fangirls because of his looks and everything nice to him but he really don’t like them & whenever they flirt with him he’s just going to ignore them. He’s really cold to everyone. Well except for me and his best friend, Keito Okamoto. I always think that time, that he is really kind not when there was a time when my sensei called me and that Yamada to go to his office to discuss something. We didn’t even know what are we going to discuss there. As we arrived there, my sensei immediately asked Yamada if he could tutor me in Math, so he just agreed. At first I didn’t agree with it, but my sensei insisted it so I couldn’t do anything, I just agreed with it. When the both of us left the office, he stared at me.
“What?? Why are you staring at me, huh?” I asked him while frowning.
“ It’s just that, you still need a Math tutor? I thought you’re really that smart!” he’s controlling his laugh.
He was like insulting me at that time. I’m getting pissed off that time but I controlled myself.
“Yes & Why?! Is there any problem with that?! “ I replied
“Nothing.I’ll be taking my leave now. Jaa ne” then he run through the corridor
Then he suddenly looked back and said : “Oh I will start tutoring you tomorrow kay?”
I just rolled my eyes to him . I’m feeling insulted of what he said.
(End of flashback thingy)
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Until now that I’m in my 3rd year in this school,he’s still tutoring me and I hate it. I’m tired talking and seeing his face everyday.
“Chinen!!” I heard as somebody tapped my shoulders. As I look back to see who did that, I was annoyed in seeing that face again. It’s Ryosuke Yamada. My tutor.
“I’ve been calling you for almost 2 minutes. Were you fantasizing again?” he asked me.
I just stood up and put my things inside my bag. I noticed that the both of us were the only one here in our classroom. Everyone left already.
“Then I don’t care! I was thinking of how to kill an annoying person like you” I exclaimed breaking the silence that covered us for a while.
“Oh that’s bad Chinen! Killing is bad!” he smirked
“Oh well, It’s nice to know you’re thinking of me huh!” he smirked again . He’s pissing me off again. I hate it!. Argh~..
I went out the room, leaving him behind. My heart was pounding fast at that time and I don’t know why. But I just shrugged my thoughts off. I went home as fast as I could to avoid him. Even if we still have a tutoring session now, I don’t want to see his face right now. He’s just annoying me.
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“You still don’t get it? Gosh Chinen! I’ve taught this to you over 5 times already, how can you not understand this?” Yamada looks disappointed. I pout and just tilted my head.
“It’s not my fault! It’s your fault! You’re not teaching me well!” I shouted , loud enough to be able to hear by the other students.
Oops, I shouted. Actually we’re in the library, and there are still few students here. Ugh ! It’s embarrassing, most of the students were looking at our direction.
“My fault huh?! I think your brain is at fault here” he suddenly said not reminding the others that are looking at us.
Then suddenly he throw some papers on my face.
“What did you just do huh?! You have no right to do that to me.” I was really mad at that time. How can he do that to
me!.
“Throwing your homeworks on your face!”
“HOMEWORKS? HUH!? SERIOUSLY? “ I questioned him as I look at the papers he threw on my face.
“Yes. Your homeworks & you should finish it until tomorrow.”
“EH!? TOMORROW?!. I-I can’t finish that.”
“I could finish that in less than two hours” Yamada replied him.
He’s really a smart guy. I talked to myself while looking at him.
“If you want me to finish this until tomorrow, could you atleast help me in some of these?” I glared at him.
Then he stand up and walks behind me, leaning forward with his hand pressed on the table. My face started to get warm but I managed to control it and concentrate what he was teaching me.
“Okay, for the first problem….” He explained and I write down the things he explained to me. Few minutes later I’m almost done. 5 more questions to go!
“Oh, I get it now. Thank you so much Yamada!” I gave him a quick hug
“Ganbatte! And it’s my work” he gave me his best smile. That smile that made my heart pound fast again.
“Un. I’ll do my best. So, see you tomorrow. Jaa~” I said and shoved my bag on my shoulder. I run towards the school gate and put my hands on my face to check if it’s still warm. I’m feeling nervous whenever he’s around me. I just head home straight.
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As I opened the door. I was shock to see my bestfriend Yutii.
“OKAERI CHII!” He shouted
“YUTII!? Why are you here? Do you need something?”
“Yes it’s me Chii. Hmm I just want to visit my bestfriend” he then hugged me and of course I hugged him back. Then after that, he handed me some cookies.
“Oh thank you Yutii”
“No problem” he then winks at me.
We ate the cookies he bought for us.
“So, how was your day with your tutor?” I almost choke on my cookies.
“Did something happen?” he added
“No, nothing happened” I coughed
“Okaaaay. But you know you’re so lucky”
“Me?! Lucky? What do you mean?”
“You don’t know that he’s popular over girls and even boys in our school?! Gosh Chii. We were classmates with him since our first year in this school, yet you don’t know that?”
“Ahh that’s what you meant. I know that he’s popular over them but I don’t care.”
“You’re really lucky Chii”
“I’m not. Besides I don’t like his presence”
“Okaaaay. If that’s what you’re thinking.” He shrugged. “
“And oh he has this bestfriend name Okamoto Keito, right?”
“Yes. Why are you asking?”
“Gosh Chii. He’s so handsome, kind, and cute. “ he said .
“Well I guess he’s good too.”
“But still Chii, you’re super lucky. I wouldn’t be surprised if you fall in love with that Yamada Ryosuke guy”
“Ughh.. I won’t fall in love with him, okay?”
“So I guess I would go home now. I need to do something. Bye Chii”
“Bye bye Yutii” he then waves his hands
After he left, I sit down on the couch where we talked earlier, remembering what he said.
“I wouldn’t be surprised if you fall in love with that Yamada Ryosuke guy”
Fall in love with him? Ugh. I would die first.
My eyes averted towards the papers in my bag and I felt my face getting warm, as I remember how close he was while he was teaching me.
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I entered the library early in the morning and I saw Yamada sitting on the small corner. He was holding a book on his hands, his head resting on his knuckles. I walk up to him and I gave him the papers or should I say my homeworks.
“Here , I finished all the problems” I said triumphantly.
He places the book down and I could tell he was surprised. He flips through each page.
“Impressive “ he said and place it back to the table. “You almost got every question right” I smiled at him.
“It’s thanks to you, you know” I replied. I could see his face go slightly red, but he quickly hides it with his book.
“No problem” I giggle a little and then leaves toward my class. As I arrived, I settled my things sit down while looking outside the window.
Few minutes later, math class started. Tanaka-sensei call volunteers up to the board. Again, I didn’t pay attention. He called my name. This time, I won’t argue with him since I know it won’t do any good so instead, I slowly got up and headed towards the board. I take a swift glance at Yamada as I pass by him.
At first , I try to solve it but then I lose track before I even reach halfway.
“I really don’t get it sensei”
“It’s alright, I understand you.” He waves me off to my seat.
I stare at Yamada as I head back, but I see him giving me a look of disappointment. It hurts me. He always gives me that look but this time I got really really hurt!.
As I got back on my seat I just stared at Sensei finishing the problem that was supposed to be answered by me.
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I head out in our classroom making my way to the library -- to meet Yamada.
On my way there , I can hear Yamada & Keito’s voice.
“How’s your tutoring session with Chinen-kun? Is everything alright?” Keito asked him.
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.” I suddenly felt sharp pain.
What did he just said? IDIOT huh!?
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
His words keep playing on my mind as I headed towards the library. I don’t get it, I was doing well though. Why is he saying those words.
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As I arrived there I didn’t saw Yamada. 2 minutes later I saw him enter the library. I just tilted my head. He sat on the other side of the table, across from me.
“Hey, Chinen.” He says. “I have something to ask you”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“I’ve been thinking about something lately” I didn’t respond to what he said.
“Do you want me to continue teaching you?”
“NO WAY!” I angrily shouted at him.
Glad that there are no other students left here.
“Here’s the rest of the lesson. You can go home now” he coldly talk to me.
I stand up, still looking down, then grabbed the papers he gave to me and went out of that library.
As I got home Yuti is there again.
“Tadaima”
“Okaeri Chii” I just gave him a fake smile.
“What happened Chii? Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I think Yamada is angry at me.”
“Why would Yamada-kun be angry at you Chii?”
“I shouted at him earlier”
“Ohhh~.. You should say sorry to him.”
“Unn. I will. I will go to the library tomorrow. I’ll meet him there”
“Ok that’s good. “
“But why did you suddenly got angry at him?”
“Well, it’s because he called me idiot. This time it was different though. He was serious.”
“Really?! I actually heard their conversation. It’s not that I’m eavesdropping. I was actually walking towards the direction where they were talking then I stopped when I heard their voices. So there I listened.”
“So can you tell me the whole story?”
“Unn. Sure”
(Flashback)
“How’s your tutoring session with Chinen-kun? Is everything alright?” Keito asked him.
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“You can’t be serious right? He was the only one who was close to solve those challenging questions on the board”
“Well, he’s still an idiot compared to me. I taught her that lesson yet she still couldn’t answer it” Yamada shook his head. “But if I wasn’t comparing him to me, I’d say he improved a bit.”
(End of flashback)
“Uwaah. I should’ve listen also. I’m afraid that he wouldn’t talk to me after what I did ”
“Tsk. That’s bad. So I guess you really need to say sorry to him.”
“Hai, I agree with you”
“I’ll be going now Chii .Bye bye”
“Un. Bye Yutii. Thanks for telling me the whole story. Byeeeee”
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The weeked felt terrible , and my mind is thinking of Yamada every now and then. By the end of the day , I kept wondering how to face him. I’m ashamed to face him after what I did.
I avoided him in class but what am I going to do now? We’re having a tutoring session again. I open the doors of the library and take my seat at the usual place. I tap my foot on the ground as I wait. 5 minutes. 10 minutes. 15 minutes. Maybe he won’t come. I told myself as I got up. I’ll go ask Sensei. I start heading towards the teacher’s office and looked for Sensei’s desk.
“Oh Chinen-kun. You’re still here?”
I nodded as my response to him.
“Yamada didn’t come to the library today for my usual tutoring session with him”
“Ah. Yamada-kun.He quitted being you tutor, saying that you had met the qualifications of the class.” I stood there, frozen for a minute. He quitted? Just like that?
I thank Sensei and walked out of the door. Then I begin to run home, feeling my heart clenched.
Once I got home , I shut my door , I’m happy that Yutii is not here. I want to be alone this time. I managed to sit on the couch and let my eyes wander around the room. It took me time to realize that I had pinned up some of the papers, Yamada had given to me . All of them were lessons I had problems with. All of them had notes and tips written by him. Then that reminded me of the notes he gave me the last time we met. I dug through my bag and found them , flipping through the pages and reading the notes written on them. The last note took my attention.
You’ve improved a bit. You could still use some work though. That was he wrote on that note.
I placed the paper to side , but didn’t let go of it. Then I leaned my head back against the bed and stared at the ceiling.
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New day has started but still Yamada and I are still avoiding each other.Class has started then Sensei announced that we will have a test. A surprise test, rather. Then I took the test but I couldn’t concentrate whenever I avert my eyes on Yamada. By the time was up, I didn’t even finish it.
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At the end of the day , I started packing my things , it takes me a couple of secons to notice a slip of paper on my desk. I picked it up as it keeps bugging me.
Meet me at the library.
-Yamada Ryosuke
I immediately rush out of the room. I opened the door of the library . I slowly walked in and look around.
“You’re late” I heard that familiar voice, it was Yamada’s voice. I look up to see, Yamada sitting behind a stack of books.
“Well, uh I’m so sorry.” I said as I took a seat. He then stand up and come near me. He held my wrist and dragged me on the corner of the library.
“What are we doing here Yamada?” I asked him
“Before our tutoring session is officially over , I just want to tell you something important”
“Then what is it? Tell me now Yamada”
“Chinen , I-I L-“
“I , what? Tell me!”
“I LOVE YOU CHINEN” he immediately hugged me. I was dumbfounded. I was really shock . He loves me? .I decided to continue being silent as I listen to him.
“Ever since we were still 1st year high school I liked you. No, I loved you and I will always do. But I’m just afraid you’ll reject me so I decided to keep my feeling for you to everyone. But it’s true, I love you Chinen”
After he stopped talking I hugged him back. I was crying on his shoulder.
“Baka! Baka! I love you too!”
“Eh? Hontou? “
“Yes . I don’t know how & I don’t know why. I just fell in love with you. At first I was really denying it to myself but as time passes when we’re together or when you’re near me, my heart is pounding fast and my face gets warmer. And the time when Sensei told me you quitted being my tutor I was really really hurt, badly hurt “
“YOSHA~! I’m glad that you also love me.You're now mine.I never expected this.I love you so much Chinen Yuri.”
“Me too I never expected this . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YAMADA RYOSUKE <3”
Then he kisses me fully on the lips , without hesitations, I kissed him back, passionately.
PAIRING: YamaChii , OkaYama (friendship), NakaChii (friendship). OkaJima (slight)
GENRE: Romance, Fluff, School Life
RATING: PG-13
CHINEN YURI’S POV
I’m here at my chair, staring out the window. I don’t like to listen to my sensei right now, it’s because I hate the subject that he teaches us. It’s MATHEMATICS! I really really hate this subject. I don’t know why, but I feel that I don’t like it. Well I’m just going to relax here,
As I keep staring outside, I came back to reality as I heard the annoying loud voice of Tanaka-sensei .
“CHINEN-KUN! Are you even paying attention to our lesson now?” that old man asked me.
I stood up before I answered him.
“Ah-ah, Hai Tanaka-sensei, I’m listening”
“Okay, so if you’re really listening, can you please come here & answer the problem written on the board.” He cooed
I didn’t answer him. I was really nervous at that time because for real, I wasn’t really listening to him.
He noticed that I didn’t answered him back, he knows that I don’t want to answer it but still insisted that I should answer it to atleast improve my Math skills. So I have no other choice but to go in front and answer that Math problem.
I walked nervously as I got nearer the blackboard. As I got in front of it, my hand is shaking while I picked a piece of chalk on the chalk box. I stared at the problem given to me without any clue on how to answer it. I glanced at my back to see everyone staring at me. I faced the board again, I lifted my left hand and I was about to write something there but before I could do it, somebody grabbed my hand and that person writes down the answer. I stared at it in shock, and when that person finished writing, he let go of my hand and I turned my back only to see the most handsome, smart, cute & chubby cheeked guy in our classroom - Ryosuke Yamada.
“Is this right Tanaka-sensei?” Yamada questioned him.
“A-ah-ah. Yes it’s the right answer Yamada-kun. As expected from the smartest guy in our school!”
Everyone clapped except for me. I was still shocked of what he did. After that he walked back to his chair wearing a cold face. I also went back to my seat , tilting my head because I’m ashamed to them. Ashamed that I wasn’t able to answer the problem given to me.
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Actually, since I was in 1st year high school , Yamada & I are classmates. I don’t know why I belonged to this section where there are many smart people. Well I excel some subject except for Math. So I still consider myself , smart. Yamada is the smartest guy in our school. He excels in sports too. He also have fangirls because of his looks and everything nice to him but he really don’t like them & whenever they flirt with him he’s just going to ignore them. He’s really cold to everyone. Well except for me and his best friend, Keito Okamoto. I always think that time, that he is really kind not when there was a time when my sensei called me and that Yamada to go to his office to discuss something. We didn’t even know what are we going to discuss there. As we arrived there, my sensei immediately asked Yamada if he could tutor me in Math, so he just agreed. At first I didn’t agree with it, but my sensei insisted it so I couldn’t do anything, I just agreed with it. When the both of us left the office, he stared at me.
“What?? Why are you staring at me, huh?” I asked him while frowning.
“ It’s just that, you still need a Math tutor? I thought you’re really that smart!” he’s controlling his laugh.
He was like insulting me at that time. I’m getting pissed off that time but I controlled myself.
“Yes & Why?! Is there any problem with that?! “ I replied
“Nothing.I’ll be taking my leave now. Jaa ne” then he run through the corridor
Then he suddenly looked back and said : “Oh I will start tutoring you tomorrow kay?”
I just rolled my eyes to him . I’m feeling insulted of what he said.
(End of flashback thingy)
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Until now that I’m in my 3rd year in this school,he’s still tutoring me and I hate it. I’m tired talking and seeing his face everyday.
“Chinen!!” I heard as somebody tapped my shoulders. As I look back to see who did that, I was annoyed in seeing that face again. It’s Ryosuke Yamada. My tutor.
“I’ve been calling you for almost 2 minutes. Were you fantasizing again?” he asked me.
I just stood up and put my things inside my bag. I noticed that the both of us were the only one here in our classroom. Everyone left already.
“Then I don’t care! I was thinking of how to kill an annoying person like you” I exclaimed breaking the silence that covered us for a while.
“Oh that’s bad Chinen! Killing is bad!” he smirked
“Oh well, It’s nice to know you’re thinking of me huh!” he smirked again . He’s pissing me off again. I hate it!. Argh~..
I went out the room, leaving him behind. My heart was pounding fast at that time and I don’t know why. But I just shrugged my thoughts off. I went home as fast as I could to avoid him. Even if we still have a tutoring session now, I don’t want to see his face right now. He’s just annoying me.
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“You still don’t get it? Gosh Chinen! I’ve taught this to you over 5 times already, how can you not understand this?” Yamada looks disappointed. I pout and just tilted my head.
“It’s not my fault! It’s your fault! You’re not teaching me well!” I shouted , loud enough to be able to hear by the other students.
Oops, I shouted. Actually we’re in the library, and there are still few students here. Ugh ! It’s embarrassing, most of the students were looking at our direction.
“My fault huh?! I think your brain is at fault here” he suddenly said not reminding the others that are looking at us.
Then suddenly he throw some papers on my face.
“What did you just do huh?! You have no right to do that to me.” I was really mad at that time. How can he do that to
me!.
“Throwing your homeworks on your face!”
“HOMEWORKS? HUH!? SERIOUSLY? “ I questioned him as I look at the papers he threw on my face.
“Yes. Your homeworks & you should finish it until tomorrow.”
“EH!? TOMORROW?!. I-I can’t finish that.”
“I could finish that in less than two hours” Yamada replied him.
He’s really a smart guy. I talked to myself while looking at him.
“If you want me to finish this until tomorrow, could you atleast help me in some of these?” I glared at him.
Then he stand up and walks behind me, leaning forward with his hand pressed on the table. My face started to get warm but I managed to control it and concentrate what he was teaching me.
“Okay, for the first problem….” He explained and I write down the things he explained to me. Few minutes later I’m almost done. 5 more questions to go!
“Oh, I get it now. Thank you so much Yamada!” I gave him a quick hug
“Ganbatte! And it’s my work” he gave me his best smile. That smile that made my heart pound fast again.
“Un. I’ll do my best. So, see you tomorrow. Jaa~” I said and shoved my bag on my shoulder. I run towards the school gate and put my hands on my face to check if it’s still warm. I’m feeling nervous whenever he’s around me. I just head home straight.
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As I opened the door. I was shock to see my bestfriend Yutii.
“OKAERI CHII!” He shouted
“YUTII!? Why are you here? Do you need something?”
“Yes it’s me Chii. Hmm I just want to visit my bestfriend” he then hugged me and of course I hugged him back. Then after that, he handed me some cookies.
“Oh thank you Yutii”
“No problem” he then winks at me.
We ate the cookies he bought for us.
“So, how was your day with your tutor?” I almost choke on my cookies.
“Did something happen?” he added
“No, nothing happened” I coughed
“Okaaaay. But you know you’re so lucky”
“Me?! Lucky? What do you mean?”
“You don’t know that he’s popular over girls and even boys in our school?! Gosh Chii. We were classmates with him since our first year in this school, yet you don’t know that?”
“Ahh that’s what you meant. I know that he’s popular over them but I don’t care.”
“You’re really lucky Chii”
“I’m not. Besides I don’t like his presence”
“Okaaaay. If that’s what you’re thinking.” He shrugged. “
“And oh he has this bestfriend name Okamoto Keito, right?”
“Yes. Why are you asking?”
“Gosh Chii. He’s so handsome, kind, and cute. “ he said .
“Well I guess he’s good too.”
“But still Chii, you’re super lucky. I wouldn’t be surprised if you fall in love with that Yamada Ryosuke guy”
“Ughh.. I won’t fall in love with him, okay?”
“So I guess I would go home now. I need to do something. Bye Chii”
“Bye bye Yutii” he then waves his hands
After he left, I sit down on the couch where we talked earlier, remembering what he said.
“I wouldn’t be surprised if you fall in love with that Yamada Ryosuke guy”
Fall in love with him? Ugh. I would die first.
My eyes averted towards the papers in my bag and I felt my face getting warm, as I remember how close he was while he was teaching me.
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I entered the library early in the morning and I saw Yamada sitting on the small corner. He was holding a book on his hands, his head resting on his knuckles. I walk up to him and I gave him the papers or should I say my homeworks.
“Here , I finished all the problems” I said triumphantly.
He places the book down and I could tell he was surprised. He flips through each page.
“Impressive “ he said and place it back to the table. “You almost got every question right” I smiled at him.
“It’s thanks to you, you know” I replied. I could see his face go slightly red, but he quickly hides it with his book.
“No problem” I giggle a little and then leaves toward my class. As I arrived, I settled my things sit down while looking outside the window.
Few minutes later, math class started. Tanaka-sensei call volunteers up to the board. Again, I didn’t pay attention. He called my name. This time, I won’t argue with him since I know it won’t do any good so instead, I slowly got up and headed towards the board. I take a swift glance at Yamada as I pass by him.
At first , I try to solve it but then I lose track before I even reach halfway.
“I really don’t get it sensei”
“It’s alright, I understand you.” He waves me off to my seat.
I stare at Yamada as I head back, but I see him giving me a look of disappointment. It hurts me. He always gives me that look but this time I got really really hurt!.
As I got back on my seat I just stared at Sensei finishing the problem that was supposed to be answered by me.
( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤ ( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤
I head out in our classroom making my way to the library -- to meet Yamada.
On my way there , I can hear Yamada & Keito’s voice.
“How’s your tutoring session with Chinen-kun? Is everything alright?” Keito asked him.
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.” I suddenly felt sharp pain.
What did he just said? IDIOT huh!?
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
His words keep playing on my mind as I headed towards the library. I don’t get it, I was doing well though. Why is he saying those words.
( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤ ( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤
As I arrived there I didn’t saw Yamada. 2 minutes later I saw him enter the library. I just tilted my head. He sat on the other side of the table, across from me.
“Hey, Chinen.” He says. “I have something to ask you”
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“I’ve been thinking about something lately” I didn’t respond to what he said.
“Do you want me to continue teaching you?”
“NO WAY!” I angrily shouted at him.
Glad that there are no other students left here.
“Here’s the rest of the lesson. You can go home now” he coldly talk to me.
I stand up, still looking down, then grabbed the papers he gave to me and went out of that library.
As I got home Yuti is there again.
“Tadaima”
“Okaeri Chii” I just gave him a fake smile.
“What happened Chii? Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I think Yamada is angry at me.”
“Why would Yamada-kun be angry at you Chii?”
“I shouted at him earlier”
“Ohhh~.. You should say sorry to him.”
“Unn. I will. I will go to the library tomorrow. I’ll meet him there”
“Ok that’s good. “
“But why did you suddenly got angry at him?”
“Well, it’s because he called me idiot. This time it was different though. He was serious.”
“Really?! I actually heard their conversation. It’s not that I’m eavesdropping. I was actually walking towards the direction where they were talking then I stopped when I heard their voices. So there I listened.”
“So can you tell me the whole story?”
“Unn. Sure”
(Flashback)
“How’s your tutoring session with Chinen-kun? Is everything alright?” Keito asked him.
“Well, Chinen’s still the same. He’s still idiot.”
“You can’t be serious right? He was the only one who was close to solve those challenging questions on the board”
“Well, he’s still an idiot compared to me. I taught her that lesson yet she still couldn’t answer it” Yamada shook his head. “But if I wasn’t comparing him to me, I’d say he improved a bit.”
(End of flashback)
“Uwaah. I should’ve listen also. I’m afraid that he wouldn’t talk to me after what I did ”
“Tsk. That’s bad. So I guess you really need to say sorry to him.”
“Hai, I agree with you”
“I’ll be going now Chii .Bye bye”
“Un. Bye Yutii. Thanks for telling me the whole story. Byeeeee”
( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤ ( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤
The weeked felt terrible , and my mind is thinking of Yamada every now and then. By the end of the day , I kept wondering how to face him. I’m ashamed to face him after what I did.
I avoided him in class but what am I going to do now? We’re having a tutoring session again. I open the doors of the library and take my seat at the usual place. I tap my foot on the ground as I wait. 5 minutes. 10 minutes. 15 minutes. Maybe he won’t come. I told myself as I got up. I’ll go ask Sensei. I start heading towards the teacher’s office and looked for Sensei’s desk.
“Oh Chinen-kun. You’re still here?”
I nodded as my response to him.
“Yamada didn’t come to the library today for my usual tutoring session with him”
“Ah. Yamada-kun.He quitted being you tutor, saying that you had met the qualifications of the class.” I stood there, frozen for a minute. He quitted? Just like that?
I thank Sensei and walked out of the door. Then I begin to run home, feeling my heart clenched.
Once I got home , I shut my door , I’m happy that Yutii is not here. I want to be alone this time. I managed to sit on the couch and let my eyes wander around the room. It took me time to realize that I had pinned up some of the papers, Yamada had given to me . All of them were lessons I had problems with. All of them had notes and tips written by him. Then that reminded me of the notes he gave me the last time we met. I dug through my bag and found them , flipping through the pages and reading the notes written on them. The last note took my attention.
You’ve improved a bit. You could still use some work though. That was he wrote on that note.
I placed the paper to side , but didn’t let go of it. Then I leaned my head back against the bed and stared at the ceiling.
( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤ ( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤
New day has started but still Yamada and I are still avoiding each other.Class has started then Sensei announced that we will have a test. A surprise test, rather. Then I took the test but I couldn’t concentrate whenever I avert my eyes on Yamada. By the time was up, I didn’t even finish it.
( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤ ( ＾◡＾)っ✂❤
At the end of the day , I started packing my things , it takes me a couple of secons to notice a slip of paper on my desk. I picked it up as it keeps bugging me.
Meet me at the library.
-Yamada Ryosuke
I immediately rush out of the room. I opened the door of the library . I slowly walked in and look around.
“You’re late” I heard that familiar voice, it was Yamada’s voice. I look up to see, Yamada sitting behind a stack of books.
“Well, uh I’m so sorry.” I said as I took a seat. He then stand up and come near me. He held my wrist and dragged me on the corner of the library.
“What are we doing here Yamada?” I asked him
“Before our tutoring session is officially over , I just want to tell you something important”
“Then what is it? Tell me now Yamada”
“Chinen , I-I L-“
“I , what? Tell me!”
“I LOVE YOU CHINEN” he immediately hugged me. I was dumbfounded. I was really shock . He loves me? .I decided to continue being silent as I listen to him.
“Ever since we were still 1st year high school I liked you. No, I loved you and I will always do. But I’m just afraid you’ll reject me so I decided to keep my feeling for you to everyone. But it’s true, I love you Chinen”
After he stopped talking I hugged him back. I was crying on his shoulder.
“Baka! Baka! I love you too!”
“Eh? Hontou? “
“Yes . I don’t know how & I don’t know why. I just fell in love with you. At first I was really denying it to myself but as time passes when we’re together or when you’re near me, my heart is pounding fast and my face gets warmer. And the time when Sensei told me you quitted being my tutor I was really really hurt, badly hurt “
“YOSHA~! I’m glad that you also love me.You're now mine.I never expected this.I love you so much Chinen Yuri.”
“Me too I never expected this . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YAMADA RYOSUKE <3”
Then he kisses me fully on the lips , without hesitations, I kissed him back, passionately.