I Just Want You
Title: I Just Want You Ch.3
Author: Yama_Miko
Pairing: TaDaiki, Ariyama, and other pairing.
Genre:Angst
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don’t own them just the plot of the story,
Warning: Terrible grammar. And this is my first time writing fanfic.
Summary: He thought that broke up with his boyfriend was the right choice. Because he will not be a burden for him and by letting him go will make his boyfriend happy. Is that so?
mso-fareast-language:KO">Takaki’s POV
“Yuya, what if someday I don’t remember you, like I forgot bout you?”
“Huh? What do you mean by that?”
“What if… Yuya?”
“Then I wont forgive you, don’t ever forget bout me, don’t ever leave me cuz I won’t do that to you”
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">At Ariyama’s room
mso-fareast-language:KO">I sat on the edge of bed where the one I love the most sleeps. Looking at him lovingly, I started to caress his hair softly, let my fingers wander over his face and hair I felt how tears made their way from my eyes.
Daiki If only I don’t said that words to you. If only I knew that you were suffering from this, I would never mad at you, I would never leave you, I would always stay by your side.
It was love at first sight.
It was the day when J.J. Express’s line up announced; you were there the chubby cheeks boy with a shy smile but somehow warmed my heart. I don’t know how to describe you, you just so cute, adorable and so…so… hahha. I don’t know what I’m talking about. The moment our eyes met that short moment was so long. Just looking at you I feel brand new, my heart thumps beating fast.
Just being able to see your smile and stay at the same pace with you makes me smile. Everyday there’s only you, even if I close my eyes there’s only you, every time I see you, my heart trembles and my breathing stops. Even if I think bout something else I only see you, even if I meet someone else I only see you, even if I see someone else I don’t have any interest. It must be love, right? I can’t sleep at all; I must be in love with you. I keep thinking of you, whenever I meet you I get happy like a little kid.
I love to tease you around and play pranks on you just because I want to stay with you. I was so in love with you but I don’t know how to react in front of you and it ended irritating you. I tried to be more obvious but you just ignored me and walked away. I took a note that you don’t love me or even like me.
We ended up being in one group again together with Inoo-chan, Yuto, and Ryu, and another 2 members from Ya Ya Yah Kota and Hikaru, and also Yamada and Chinen. I was so grateful that Kami-sama let us to be in one group as Hey! Say! JUMP. Despite I already have a girlfriend I still longing to stay near you.
But when I saw you with someone else my heart aching, feels like hundred of needles piercing to my heart. I knew that absolutely my fault. You were there when I sad, when I felt lonely obviously side effect from a broken heart. Johnny-san was so strict don’t let us to go on date. I don’t felt hurt nor sad or lonely anymore because you were here with me. Then I realized I won’t make another mistake again. I’ll make you fall in love with me, because I realized the one I love is you not someone else. And I know by heart that you too madly in love with me.
Even we’re a lover you still call me Takaki, when you called me Yuya it’s mean that you want to talk seriously. Called me Bakaki and whacked my head. I never felt hurt nor pain because I know that you really love me.
But, why…. Daiki? Why don’t you told me what you felt, what you suffer from? Why you kept all alone by yourself? Am I not good enough for you? I’ll try harder to be better for you. I felt wretched when you said you wanted to break up without reason. Was it true that you were tired of being with me? How could you dump me like that after all precious memories we shared? You said that we’re not meant to be. I can’t face up to the fact; beside I suffered greater misery seeing Yamada was closer to you day by day.
But the one I love is you
The one I want to spend my life with
I just want You Daiki
mso-fareast-language:KO">I laid down next to him and wrap his body inside my arms. I laid his cheek down against my chest, leant my head on his head and close my eyes. I would never let you go anymore. I would never leave you. I promise. Daiki, My Love.
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">Daiki’s POV
mso-fareast-language:KO">I woke up feeling how brown locks ticked my cheek. I opened my eyes and saw a sleeping sexy Osaka guy next to myself, clinging on tightly to my waist. I tried to remember what had happened last night. I closed my eyes and sighing deeply. When I opened my eyes again, they met with brown eyes. I backed away a bit, “Uhmm…why did you slept in my room?”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“have you awake?” he said as he caressed my hair softly. Oh Kami-sama how I wish this moment will last forever. “Do you feel any better now?” he added.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Un…” I said closing my eyes enjoying the treatment
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I know you miss me a lot, miss my attention, don’t you?”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“huh”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Well, look like you enjoy this morning.” He said with his husky voice and smirked.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I…I’m… I’m going to ….” I was begin to wake up from the bed
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Just stay still, I miss you.... heemmm...” He cut off my sentence and grip my hand. I lost my balance and end up in his embrace. He sounds like vampire sniffing my neck. Geezz
mso-fareast-language:KO">Minutes passed
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Daiki…” I can feel love in his voice; I cried harder and hugged him back. I miss him a lot. He rubbed my back.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Husshh…it’s okay I’m here right now. Yama-chan told us everything last night. I’m not going to let you go ever again.”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I’m sorry, I’m sorry Yuya, I hurt you, I left you, and I’m sorry Yuya.”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Stop apologizing, You can lean on me.” He lifted my head and looked at me deep in the eyes, so close that I almost became cross-eyed. I swore that I would have been able to drown in these eyes. I felt how Yuya cupped my head between his hand, soft , warm, hand touching my cheeks. I looked right into his eyes. I loved the closeness, loved Yuya’s touch. I could suddenly feel Yuya’s hot breath hit my face before I felt soft lips meeting mine. Yuya broke the kiss and looked at me, smile on his face. I don’t know what to say, and didn’t have time to say anything before my lips met with his again, this time deeper.KO">Oh I feel safe. Thanks Yuya... I Love You...
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">Author POV
mso-fareast-language:KO">The Sun has rised and the birds chirping beautifully. Takaki and Daiki were the last who got out from the room. The other 7 Jump members were gathered at the dining room.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Ohayo Yuyan, Dai-chan.” Chinen said cheerfully as he sat beside Yama-chan.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Ohayo, Chii, Ohayo minna~” Takaki and Daiki replied in unison.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Ohayo~” The others replied as the laugh happily.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“how do you feeling Dai-chan. You don’t have to hide anymore. Cuz we knew already.” Inoo-chan asked.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I’m fine now. Don’t worry I really in good condition now.” I immediately added as I saw incredulity in their eyes.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Yeah, that because of me, right?” Yuya said with grinning in his face make Daiki blush madly, he hits Takaki playfully and he immediately look to his knees makes everyone in the room laugh.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Okay guys, lets go to the Jimusho, Yosh….!!! Ikuyo!!!” the unofficial leader exclaimed enthusiastically. The others nodded and followed him.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Yama-chan” Daiki said, grabbed the younger wrist. “I’m Sorry. Its must be hard for you. And thank you.”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“It’s okay Dai-chan, don’t be, because you’re precious to us, I will do anything.” He said as he touched Daiki’s hand, caressed it lightly.
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">BEST was finished their photo shoot and now 7’s turn. They were relaxing in the dressing room. They still have to record for next Shounen Club, School Kakumei, and performance at Music Station next week. And doing some practice for the dance.
mso-fareast-language:KO">Inoo was laughing at Hikaru’s tricks, Yabu had some work discussion with the staff, and Daiki let himself be fed a pocky by his boyfriend Takaki.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I’m going to Johnny-san office, I need to discuss something with him” Daiki suddenly sat up from his boyfriend’s lap.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“What about?” Takaki asked him with concern.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“eehm, actually I have appointment with him now, we’ll talk about my situation. Don’t worry I’ll be right back.” Daiki said.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Don’t you want any of us to accompany you Dai-chan?” Inoo-chan offered.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“No, you don’t have to… I’ll be back before 7 finished their photo shoot and the recording begin” Daiki sat as he walk out of the room.
mso-fareast-language:KO">As Daiki step in the lift he felt a sudden grip on his hand, a fingers entwining themselves with his. I look up and met with the owner.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I won’t let you go alone. I promised you.” Takaki said and smiled. Daiki felt his cheeks burning by his action.
mso-fareast-language:KO">They arrived at their destination. Takaki opened the door and they saw an old man sitting behind the table covered with load of papers. The man averted his eyes to them, smiling with spark in his dark eyes “Oh, sons, come in.” They moved into the room. “Take a sit. So what do you want to talk about Arioka-kun? I knew that Jump members were aware about your illness.” Johnny-san said.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Sir, I want to take a break from all Johnny’s activities.” Daiki Said firmly and calmly.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“WHAT???”
**********
Author: Yama_Miko
Pairing: TaDaiki, Ariyama, and other pairing.
Genre:Angst
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don’t own them just the plot of the story,
Warning: Terrible grammar. And this is my first time writing fanfic.
Summary: He thought that broke up with his boyfriend was the right choice. Because he will not be a burden for him and by letting him go will make his boyfriend happy. Is that so?
mso-fareast-language:KO">Takaki’s POV
“Yuya, what if someday I don’t remember you, like I forgot bout you?”
“Huh? What do you mean by that?”
“What if… Yuya?”
“Then I wont forgive you, don’t ever forget bout me, don’t ever leave me cuz I won’t do that to you”
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">At Ariyama’s room
mso-fareast-language:KO">I sat on the edge of bed where the one I love the most sleeps. Looking at him lovingly, I started to caress his hair softly, let my fingers wander over his face and hair I felt how tears made their way from my eyes.
Daiki If only I don’t said that words to you. If only I knew that you were suffering from this, I would never mad at you, I would never leave you, I would always stay by your side.
It was love at first sight.
It was the day when J.J. Express’s line up announced; you were there the chubby cheeks boy with a shy smile but somehow warmed my heart. I don’t know how to describe you, you just so cute, adorable and so…so… hahha. I don’t know what I’m talking about. The moment our eyes met that short moment was so long. Just looking at you I feel brand new, my heart thumps beating fast.
Just being able to see your smile and stay at the same pace with you makes me smile. Everyday there’s only you, even if I close my eyes there’s only you, every time I see you, my heart trembles and my breathing stops. Even if I think bout something else I only see you, even if I meet someone else I only see you, even if I see someone else I don’t have any interest. It must be love, right? I can’t sleep at all; I must be in love with you. I keep thinking of you, whenever I meet you I get happy like a little kid.
I love to tease you around and play pranks on you just because I want to stay with you. I was so in love with you but I don’t know how to react in front of you and it ended irritating you. I tried to be more obvious but you just ignored me and walked away. I took a note that you don’t love me or even like me.
We ended up being in one group again together with Inoo-chan, Yuto, and Ryu, and another 2 members from Ya Ya Yah Kota and Hikaru, and also Yamada and Chinen. I was so grateful that Kami-sama let us to be in one group as Hey! Say! JUMP. Despite I already have a girlfriend I still longing to stay near you.
But when I saw you with someone else my heart aching, feels like hundred of needles piercing to my heart. I knew that absolutely my fault. You were there when I sad, when I felt lonely obviously side effect from a broken heart. Johnny-san was so strict don’t let us to go on date. I don’t felt hurt nor sad or lonely anymore because you were here with me. Then I realized I won’t make another mistake again. I’ll make you fall in love with me, because I realized the one I love is you not someone else. And I know by heart that you too madly in love with me.
Even we’re a lover you still call me Takaki, when you called me Yuya it’s mean that you want to talk seriously. Called me Bakaki and whacked my head. I never felt hurt nor pain because I know that you really love me.
But, why…. Daiki? Why don’t you told me what you felt, what you suffer from? Why you kept all alone by yourself? Am I not good enough for you? I’ll try harder to be better for you. I felt wretched when you said you wanted to break up without reason. Was it true that you were tired of being with me? How could you dump me like that after all precious memories we shared? You said that we’re not meant to be. I can’t face up to the fact; beside I suffered greater misery seeing Yamada was closer to you day by day.
But the one I love is you
The one I want to spend my life with
I just want You Daiki
mso-fareast-language:KO">I laid down next to him and wrap his body inside my arms. I laid his cheek down against my chest, leant my head on his head and close my eyes. I would never let you go anymore. I would never leave you. I promise. Daiki, My Love.
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">Daiki’s POV
mso-fareast-language:KO">I woke up feeling how brown locks ticked my cheek. I opened my eyes and saw a sleeping sexy Osaka guy next to myself, clinging on tightly to my waist. I tried to remember what had happened last night. I closed my eyes and sighing deeply. When I opened my eyes again, they met with brown eyes. I backed away a bit, “Uhmm…why did you slept in my room?”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“have you awake?” he said as he caressed my hair softly. Oh Kami-sama how I wish this moment will last forever. “Do you feel any better now?” he added.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Un…” I said closing my eyes enjoying the treatment
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I know you miss me a lot, miss my attention, don’t you?”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“huh”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Well, look like you enjoy this morning.” He said with his husky voice and smirked.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I…I’m… I’m going to ….” I was begin to wake up from the bed
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Just stay still, I miss you.... heemmm...” He cut off my sentence and grip my hand. I lost my balance and end up in his embrace. He sounds like vampire sniffing my neck. Geezz
mso-fareast-language:KO">Minutes passed
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Daiki…” I can feel love in his voice; I cried harder and hugged him back. I miss him a lot. He rubbed my back.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Husshh…it’s okay I’m here right now. Yama-chan told us everything last night. I’m not going to let you go ever again.”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I’m sorry, I’m sorry Yuya, I hurt you, I left you, and I’m sorry Yuya.”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Stop apologizing, You can lean on me.” He lifted my head and looked at me deep in the eyes, so close that I almost became cross-eyed. I swore that I would have been able to drown in these eyes. I felt how Yuya cupped my head between his hand, soft , warm, hand touching my cheeks. I looked right into his eyes. I loved the closeness, loved Yuya’s touch. I could suddenly feel Yuya’s hot breath hit my face before I felt soft lips meeting mine. Yuya broke the kiss and looked at me, smile on his face. I don’t know what to say, and didn’t have time to say anything before my lips met with his again, this time deeper.KO">Oh I feel safe. Thanks Yuya... I Love You...
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">Author POV
mso-fareast-language:KO">The Sun has rised and the birds chirping beautifully. Takaki and Daiki were the last who got out from the room. The other 7 Jump members were gathered at the dining room.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Ohayo Yuyan, Dai-chan.” Chinen said cheerfully as he sat beside Yama-chan.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Ohayo, Chii, Ohayo minna~” Takaki and Daiki replied in unison.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Ohayo~” The others replied as the laugh happily.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“how do you feeling Dai-chan. You don’t have to hide anymore. Cuz we knew already.” Inoo-chan asked.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I’m fine now. Don’t worry I really in good condition now.” I immediately added as I saw incredulity in their eyes.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Yeah, that because of me, right?” Yuya said with grinning in his face make Daiki blush madly, he hits Takaki playfully and he immediately look to his knees makes everyone in the room laugh.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Okay guys, lets go to the Jimusho, Yosh….!!! Ikuyo!!!” the unofficial leader exclaimed enthusiastically. The others nodded and followed him.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Yama-chan” Daiki said, grabbed the younger wrist. “I’m Sorry. Its must be hard for you. And thank you.”
mso-fareast-language:KO">“It’s okay Dai-chan, don’t be, because you’re precious to us, I will do anything.” He said as he touched Daiki’s hand, caressed it lightly.
mso-bidi-font-family:"Times New Roman";mso-fareast-language:ZH-CN">**********
mso-fareast-language:KO">BEST was finished their photo shoot and now 7’s turn. They were relaxing in the dressing room. They still have to record for next Shounen Club, School Kakumei, and performance at Music Station next week. And doing some practice for the dance.
mso-fareast-language:KO">Inoo was laughing at Hikaru’s tricks, Yabu had some work discussion with the staff, and Daiki let himself be fed a pocky by his boyfriend Takaki.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I’m going to Johnny-san office, I need to discuss something with him” Daiki suddenly sat up from his boyfriend’s lap.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“What about?” Takaki asked him with concern.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“eehm, actually I have appointment with him now, we’ll talk about my situation. Don’t worry I’ll be right back.” Daiki said.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Don’t you want any of us to accompany you Dai-chan?” Inoo-chan offered.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“No, you don’t have to… I’ll be back before 7 finished their photo shoot and the recording begin” Daiki sat as he walk out of the room.
mso-fareast-language:KO">As Daiki step in the lift he felt a sudden grip on his hand, a fingers entwining themselves with his. I look up and met with the owner.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“I won’t let you go alone. I promised you.” Takaki said and smiled. Daiki felt his cheeks burning by his action.
mso-fareast-language:KO">They arrived at their destination. Takaki opened the door and they saw an old man sitting behind the table covered with load of papers. The man averted his eyes to them, smiling with spark in his dark eyes “Oh, sons, come in.” They moved into the room. “Take a sit. So what do you want to talk about Arioka-kun? I knew that Jump members were aware about your illness.” Johnny-san said.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“Sir, I want to take a break from all Johnny’s activities.” Daiki Said firmly and calmly.
mso-fareast-language:KO">“WHAT???”
**********