Distraction
huft,,, its been awhile, or its been a long long time,,,????
I dont know,,, who I am anymore, what to do, where to go,,,
future,.. why I'm too afraid to face it,???
I keep seeing a nightmare every day, not just every night when I sleep, even when I'm doing something I keep seeing it,,,
why? why? why?
it keep bugging me, keep distract me from doing my rutinity,,,,
i dont want anymore, I dont want to,,,,