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Feb 21, 2007 23:17

Hello out there!

Well considering i've tried calling Peter every other day for about a month now he has ignored 15 missed calls from me.
therfore: He doesn't care if i'm dead or alive. I've decided what to do. He turns eighteen on friday and is having a party i have been invited in a group email.
I will give danny his present along with a note "I get the message. I'm sorry"
That will be the last thing i say to him unless he talks to me. No calls.
This is going to be hard. The couple of hours i had with him mean more to me then anything. But i have to let him go don't I?
This isnt a story. The fact that i think i love him doesnt give me the right to be in his life. I wont impose upon him and i wont beg.
Growing up i was always stronger then him. But he's out growen me.

God i dont want to do this.

Blessed be the path you walk. Blessed be the air you breath. Blessed be the life you choose. Gods great and small watch over you.

Goodbye Peter.
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