Finally an update!!!
Ha ha ha.........wow I suck. Not updating in 4 weeks!!!!! A lot has been going on though........
I got accepted to college and will be attending in the fall. So I'm preparing for that. Secondly, I GOT A NEW PUPPY!!!!!! He's a 7month old Norwegian Elkhound. The adoption place I got him from said they took him from a breeder because they've had him tethered in one place ever since he was 5weeks old!!!!!! All because his ears wont stand up like they're supposed to. I'll do a whole post on him when I get the time. Then a few days ago I went to the doctors for some super evil itching skin that turned into hives/rash??? Either way it turns out I have eczema!!!!!! And I've been letting it go for 2 weeks cuz I don't have insurance and no job.......but my mom finally took me when i broke down and cried cuz it was agonizing to take a shower. And I am under strict orders to take an oatmeal bath every day and out on this strong steriod ointment twice a day that leaves me feeling like a 13 yr old cat that you pet and feel like washing your hands afterwards. It's super greasy!!!!!! So...I decided to try to take my mind of the unpleasant-ness of this and did a meme I grabbed from afina_shining a while back.I'll probably do some more here if I this wont lessen very much soon. So anywho........here's a meme!!!!!
1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
- Well, I read all through it already. I think I can handle it.
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
- Considering I’ve never had one…..no???
3 is on vacation.
4) Who last said "I love you" to you?
-My mom, cuz I was super cranky today helping her do shopping for memorial day party. She thought it would cheer me up.
5) Do you think they regret it?
- Maybe, since I was even crankier after she did it.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
- Sure….many times.
7) Have best friends?
- Yeah, a small little group.
8) Are you a boy or a girl?
- Girl
9) What is your relationship status?
- Single
10) How do you want to die?
- I hope to married and have 4 kids if I like em. But as long as I’m in Japan that’s all that’d make me happy.
11) What did you last eat?
- Just now some peach/mango flavored licorice. My dinner tho was some meat with udon noodles. Would have had teriyaki sauce to, but I bought the wrong kind.
12) Play any sports?
- Not lately. But I used to play softball and marching band…….IT IS A SPORT BITCHES!!!!!
13) Do you bite your nails ?
- Not as bad as I used to. All of them are actually grown out long right now.
14) When was your last physical fight?
- Ummmm, many years ago with my sister I’m sure……don’t know if animals count??? There were some dogs that I had to wrestle to give sedation, do nail trims, and draw blood from at my previous job.
15) Do you have an attitude?
- I can…..though my family are the only ones who get the brunt of it. Not usually so testy with my friends.
16) Do you like someone?
-I like a lot of Japanese boys if that counts???
17) What is your real name?
- Meagan…….I really don’t feel right putting my whole name out there on the net, so you only get first name.
18 went away on vacation with 3.
19) Are you gonna get high later?
- Uh no………can’t even afford to get any.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
- Yeah, deep down though where only I can see it.
21) Do you miss someone?
- Surprisingly yeah….but what can you do if the other person forgets about you cuz they get a girlfriend.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- TWIRL!!!!! It’s kinda harder to eat with a fork when it’s cut.
23) Do you tan a lot?
- Never, I burn….that’s it.
24) Have any pets?
- Lets see now……..5 cats, 1 dog, about 20-30 fishies, I used to have 4 mice, and if I had more money and my mom let me I’d have a snake right now.
25) How exactly are you feeling?
- At this moment?……..a bit bored and still a tiny bit cranky. Being a girl is tough some days.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
- Yeah, didn’t spill any on me either!!!!
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
-Considering I’ve never been in a relationship…….nope.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
- Have no exes that you are talking about…..recently kinda took back an ex-room mate though.
29) Are you scared of spiders?
- Hells yes!!!!!!! I swear they are evolving and always after me!!!!! *Checks walls and cracks for any)
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- Maybe, depends on if I have to stay in that time or not.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
- Sure…who doesn’t?
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
- Cleaning up the house for my uncle and his wife to come over for dinner, play comp games, check for updates, clean some more, try finishing cleaning my room, then help my mom cook on memorial day.
33) Do you want to have kids?
- Someday, but not right now. I still kinda glare at small children in scorn.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with a C, E or J?
- If I knew the guys name it might have been, but I blocked that out.
35) Do you type fast?
- Yes I do, but with plenty of mistakes.
36) Do you have piercings?
- Just one in each ear. I used to have my nose done, but it healed in 1 night when I took it out 7 months after getting it done. They said to wait 6 months!!!!!!!
37) Want any more?
- Maybe a few more in my ears and my nose again.
38) Can you spell well?
-Yes I can actually. Thanks to one teacher(and a classmate) I can spell hors d’ ouvers!!!!!! HA!!!!!
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
- A few people, but life sometimes is better without them. I do miss my Grandpa and 2 pets the most though.
40) What are you craving right now?
- Ice cream…….and Key Lime pie. And of course any Japanese boy watch/listen to!!!!
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
- Yuppers, did it for homecoming week!!!!!
42 ran away to Vegas.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
-Quite a few times actually. Riding one in the mountains was fun til I almost got thrown off thanks to a bee.
44) Kissed someone in a car?
- Nope……..
45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- Not that I am aware of. Sorry if I have.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
- Never been in a relationship, so no
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- Good god, if I have to type one more time that I have never been in a relationship I am gonna start getting depressed.
48 did too. Maybe they got married by an Elvis impersonator at a little drive-thru chapel. Yeah.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- Hai!!! Already have actually….not with a boy, but you never specified.
50) What should you be doing?
- Looking for a job…….
51) What's irritating you right now?
- Seems like everything……but I get that way during THAT week.
52) Have you ever liked someone?
- Yes I did, then one day it was like “Why did I like him?”
53) Does somebody love you?
- I know at least my Squishy loves me!!!!!!! And my Manda. Other than that I dunno.
54) What is your favorite color?
- White mostly
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- All throughout high school!!!!! Band activities require it.
This questionnaire is biased against 56.
57) Do you have trust issues?
- I have trust issues with accepting friends because I had too many bad/not even friends when I was very little. Plus some friends that have deeply hurt me in high school.
58 stepped out in protest.
59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
- NO!!!!! That’d be gross, always in the bathroom for me.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- I do with my mom, my dad however…………..I do plan on telling people he’s already dead in the future.
61 is playing hide and seek, and you're it.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- Ummmm, if my ex-room mate thinks about me it’s be slightly weird.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Probably my mom, or my dad when we had our screaming matches a month ago.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
- I did, but have decided against that since my one friend used that second chance to hurt me again.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Forget. I’ve already blocked out many things I wish not to think about. Forgiving is harder cuz I have been hurt before after I forgave that person.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
-No, probably one of the worst ones.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
- Aside from pumpkin, my whole family used to call me Orangutan Baby.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- Maybe when I was like 1 or 2???
69) Do you think you're a good person?
- At times I like to think so, but my family and others have told me differently.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- Karma bitches…..it’s real.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night ?
- Brushed my hair, turned on the Nightmare Before Christmas dvd, and put some bengay on my knee cuz it hurt.
72 is at a spa, and I'm jealous.
73) What is bothering you?
- No job, no money, and there is a KAT-TUN concert going on that I SO WISH I WAS AT!!!!!!!!!!!!……….and one of our damn cats FIGHTING THE OTHER CATS!!!!!!!
74) Have you ever been out of America?
- Technically for a few minutes in some sea.
75) Do you play the Wii?
- Lately I’ve only been playing Harvest Moon on it, but yes I do play the Wii.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
- Nightmare’s new album. NAKED LOVE just started playing…..such a sexy song.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
- Depends on where I’m eating it from. But I usually do love sweet and sour chicken
78) Do you know your fathers birthday?
- Yeap
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
- No….I love the dark.
80 wasn't feeling well and is home in bed.
81) Are you mean?
- I can be. But it takes a lot for me to get to that point.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
- If I never wear them yes.
83) Do you believe exes can be friends?
- Yes, me and my ex-room mate who tried to sue me buried the hatchet so to speak.
84) Do you believe in true love?
- Nope….it doesn’t exist.
85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
-No, but I’m still growing so hopefully I’ll be better.
86 and 87 took a cruise.
88) Do you like the outside?
- Sure, just not some of the things in it.
89) Are you currently bored?
- would I be doing this survey if I wasn’t???
90) Do you wanna get married?
- Someday……hopefully with an Asian bishie!!! ( ^ o ^ )
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
- Depends on the situation really, but mostly it’s annoying and fake sounding to me.
92) Are you hungry?
- Kind of….I have a craving for some ice cream…..
93 is hung over and couldn't make it.
94) What makes you happy?
- Watching my PV’s and random videos…….and MY NEW PUPPY!!!!!!
95) Would you change your name?
-Not legally, but if I make it to Japan I am totally having a Japanese name!!!!!
96) Ever been to Alaska?
- Ha ha ha no………………..
97 is stuck in traffic.
98) Do you watch the news?
- Not often…..mostly just as back round noise while doing something else
99) What's your sign?
- Libra…..and the Tiger in the Chinese zodiac
100) Do you like Subway?
-It’s ok, but I think they dislike me for being so picky and only wanting turkey and nothing else on my sub.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- Ummm……..yes it would ……..but we’re still blocking that memory out.
102) Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
-Be an adult and try to figure things out….probably turn him down since I’ve never had feelings for my guy friends…….if they were Asian I might consider it.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
- I tend to pick up some speech habits sometimes…..but I have my own way of conversing.
104 is at the movies.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
- Just last week!!!
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
-Plenty….in fact I have more guy friends than I do girls. Girls are rather mean and I don’t have great memories with some.
107) Who is the last person you talked to?
- My dog(s) or cat??? For person it would be my Squishy!!!!
108) Do you think your ex still likes you?
- My ex-room mate and I both went to a job fair together, I think so.
109) Would you kiss an ugly person for $1000?
- Kinda did………but with out the money!!!!! And he kissed me actually….
110) Are you a Hannah Montana fan?
- I’m a fan of killing her if that counts???
111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- Ha my only 2 girl friends that I have!!!! I had deep talks with both of them around the same time.
112 is with 104.
113) Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
- I like looking at tattoos….fear of needles so not getting one. And I guess I do rather like piercings, but god doesn’t want me to have any so they keep closing up.
114) What is the last thing you thought about?
- Thank god the paper shredder is turned to OFF cuz my cat decided to stick her nose and paws in the slot.
115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?
- Black or Silver???
116) Is it awkward when no ones talking?
- Depends on what was previously being conversed
117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
- At night
118) Who gave you the last high five?
- Squishy-chan I think?
119) Do you want to please everyone?
- Unfortunately that is the source of all my crazy habits…so yes.
120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Uhh yeah…….the artist that sings the song.
121) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?
- Surely……
122) Are you alone?
- …………well no cuz I’m always around animals and talk to my friends, but there are times when I feel lonely
123) Do you have any older siblings?
- YEP!!! An Onee-chan…..though I am not happy with her right now
124) How's your day going so far?
- GREAT!!!!! I just got a new puppy and he is adorable!!!!!!! And I’m naming him Tora!!!!!!!
125) How many months until your birthday?
- 4 months
~Yes I know some of the answers are from a few weeks ago!!!! I started the meme, took a break, and finished it recently ok!!!!!!! Don't stone me to death!!!!!!