Meteors [Chapter 7]

[yakuso5u]

Chapter: 7

Pairings: YooMin

Rating: PG

Genre: Romance, Fluff, slight Angst

Summary:

There is only one truth, Changmin believes, and only one question - is it the one you want?
There is only chance, Yoochun thinks - the meteor crashes, or it doesn’t. And if it does the only question is, will you run fast enough or let the stars collide?

Comments

[vhii1217]

BLEEDIIIING.

This is too much my weak old lady heart can't handle ;___;

Loved to see both POVs (plus Jungmi's) in this chapter. They both care to the same depth but with so different intentions (or maybe Changmin hasn't realised yet :p). The descriptions are so beautiful. I was on edge the entire time reading about the post-graduation dinner and wondering if Yoochun would burst in front of everyone.... turned out his self-control was legendary, or this trance state is so inherent it drives him into perpetual autopilot mode, which is more worrying. That said, all others seemed to notice something off about him, so maybe it signals he was already at the edge of bursting indeed.

Loved the fact that Changmin could read beyond the front and went out of his way to include Yoochun, make him feel wanted. It's amazing to realise just how long this bond between them has been going. Yoochun's descriptions about Changmin's posture and laughter and gentle eyes are killing me... (you see, poor fangirl heart can't cope with mental images XD). The love (with an unhealthy dash of obsession) is killing him... I don't really wanna imagine what the outcome will look like when he eventually explodes. Exploding outwards is one thing, and it might put an enormous strain on more than a tie between YooMin (Changmin's and Jungmi's, parents and son, siblings......), but the consequence of people's judgment on each of them, seeing that one is already so afraid of perceived failure and one is too insecure about his social capability. On the other hand, an inward explosion can even be more likely and have severe consequence... don't really wanna imagine Yoochun venturing into real depression T___T

Wanna quote a favourite line but failed to pick one. This entire chapter is too beautiful and heart-wrenching. The meteor metaphors fit in all the right places.

Thank you for breaking my heart on this rainy day. Here, take my bleeding heart and please heal it

[yakuso5u]

Hi dearest!~ <3

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEART OMG HANG ON *holds it together* (I am such a bad person for doing this to you lol)

I guess your second option above for Yoochun's absence of reaction at the dinner is correct, sadly. I'd say it's the kind of emotional numbness that comes with having to deal with too many complex/tiring feelings, especially for someone like Yoochun who usually just pretends the "bad stuff" does not affect him... he's trying to keep that cool mask in place but truth is, he feels nowhere nearly his past (relative) indifference to such feelings. More like a feeling-overdose... now that's not reassuring at all XD

As for Changmin being all lovely: just imagine me google-ing "softly smiling Changmin" pics to better conjure the image while I wrote that passage >8D I spent a lot of time just looking... he does that to us all TT__TT

I hope that last image mends your bleeding heart, I'm sure Minnie can heal it better than me >_>

Thank youuuuu so much for your comment as always <3333