Haha, so...
Don't ask why I needed a new account all of a sudden...
Err, no need to read. This is mainly for close friends who MIGHT understand how I feel anyway... Others would probably just laugh at me or something, so xD;; Please just ignore me kthxbai.
I wonder... is it bad to like an artist that much?
It's not a secret anymore that I stalk Fugetsu Taku all over the Internet, and heck, if I could I'd be stalking him IRL as well. My LJ name, Yakushiji Hime, is one of his characters in AYAKASHI. My LJ icons were all drawn by him as well (all from AYAKASHI atm, I'll add more later). I visit his website many times a day because I'm scared I could miss an update. I just created a pixiv account because I wanted to see more of his art. TG suddenly became a more shounen-ish story because I wanted to add Ayakashi-like monsters. I daydream about his characters all day and love most of them 534694360945 times more than mine. Like, I'd "kill" certain OCs of mine anytime if I could have some of his.
Goddammit, I'm so freaking jealous.
I don't want to steal his drawing style but I want to have his skills. I've been emo-ing over my art lately again (been trying to draw all day but it didn't work at all orz) and now I find myself sketching his characters on paper and trying to draw similar backgrounds, poses, even faces and hairstyles. Will it help me at all? I just don't know what to do anymore. One day I want to be good enough to draw a worthy picture of, like, all of his characters. =( What a sad little girl I am lol. I should be shot to death or something.
My art collection folder has over 1.500 pictures drawn by him, including game CGs, sketches from his website and so much more stuff. I'm trying to find new ones every day. I'm so crazy about his style it's not normal anymore. It's something I shouldn't do, right? But still, he makes me want to learn Japanese for real (omg I SO SO SO wanna leave a comment on his pixiv account T3T my nickname there is eimusan haha, that would look good for sure~) and draw mecha + ecchi + all that stuff combined.
GRR. T__T;; I'm so angry about my own stupidity hahaha. *runs off to draw moaaar*
tl;dr
Err, no need to read. This is mainly for close friends who MIGHT understand how I feel anyway... Others would probably just laugh at me or something, so xD;; Please just ignore me kthxbai.
I wonder... is it bad to like an artist that much?
It's not a secret anymore that I stalk Fugetsu Taku all over the Internet, and heck, if I could I'd be stalking him IRL as well. My LJ name, Yakushiji Hime, is one of his characters in AYAKASHI. My LJ icons were all drawn by him as well (all from AYAKASHI atm, I'll add more later). I visit his website many times a day because I'm scared I could miss an update. I just created a pixiv account because I wanted to see more of his art. TG suddenly became a more shounen-ish story because I wanted to add Ayakashi-like monsters. I daydream about his characters all day and love most of them 534694360945 times more than mine. Like, I'd "kill" certain OCs of mine anytime if I could have some of his.
Goddammit, I'm so freaking jealous.
I don't want to steal his drawing style but I want to have his skills. I've been emo-ing over my art lately again (been trying to draw all day but it didn't work at all orz) and now I find myself sketching his characters on paper and trying to draw similar backgrounds, poses, even faces and hairstyles. Will it help me at all? I just don't know what to do anymore. One day I want to be good enough to draw a worthy picture of, like, all of his characters. =( What a sad little girl I am lol. I should be shot to death or something.
My art collection folder has over 1.500 pictures drawn by him, including game CGs, sketches from his website and so much more stuff. I'm trying to find new ones every day. I'm so crazy about his style it's not normal anymore. It's something I shouldn't do, right? But still, he makes me want to learn Japanese for real (omg I SO SO SO wanna leave a comment on his pixiv account T3T my nickname there is eimusan haha, that would look good for sure~) and draw mecha + ecchi + all that stuff combined.
GRR. T__T;; I'm so angry about my own stupidity hahaha. *runs off to draw moaaar*
tl;dr