Work Dagy
Even though today is still part of the summer, it's going to be a ridiculously busy day on purpose. It has to be in order for it to be tolerable. Somewhere between last summer and now I've forgotten how to spend time with myself, and left to my devices for too long, I become morose.
Perhaps I could go running, work on a project, make art, or read fervently, but I'm not. I'm attracted to driving, completing errands, and setting up tasks that will ensure I'll have company later. My dreams are more vivid than they've been in the past couple of months, so I guess that's an indication that I worked too hard. Egypt becomes attractive for more than just positive reasons, but that's alright. I understand that my frustrations have no foundation and if challenged by something pleasurable, will cease to exist till the next barren couple of days.
Video games will solve my problems, but first: eye doctor, PCP (my testosterone is wayyyy too high), school for internship, video camera with mac to radio shack, and cleaning house. Go!
Perhaps I could go running, work on a project, make art, or read fervently, but I'm not. I'm attracted to driving, completing errands, and setting up tasks that will ensure I'll have company later. My dreams are more vivid than they've been in the past couple of months, so I guess that's an indication that I worked too hard. Egypt becomes attractive for more than just positive reasons, but that's alright. I understand that my frustrations have no foundation and if challenged by something pleasurable, will cease to exist till the next barren couple of days.
Video games will solve my problems, but first: eye doctor, PCP (my testosterone is wayyyy too high), school for internship, video camera with mac to radio shack, and cleaning house. Go!