Sometimes there's comfort in my pain cause I know it so well
"In Two" - The Missing
I am split in two
Sometimes I wanna wallow in my sleeze
One minute I'm a goddess and the next a BITCH, diseased
Today I want to save the world and tomorrow WATCH IT BURN
I come by my lessons painfully then forget all that I've learned
When I want to
I want to I want to when I want to I want to
I know what I want, I want everythin
I know what I want, I want NOTHING
I want to make you happy then BEAT the smile from your face
I will become your downfall and your saving fucking grace
I will worship you then SPIT in your face
I don't want who I need
But I want you
I want you I want you when I want you I want you
I know what I want I want everythin
I know what I want I want NOTHING
I wish for happiness when my mind becomes hell
but sometimes theres comfort in my pain cause I know it so well
I want to slay the DREAMS THAT STILL HAUNT ME DAY AND NIGHT
But sometimes I'm grteful for my fear it remnds me I'm alive
BUT I HATE TO
I hate to hate to but I hat to be afraid
No matter what you think you see its only ever HALF of me
All I want is for this to stop please god
Just make it stop god damn it
NEVER STOPS fuck me just make it...
and I pay for some silence
Why am I in two?
The pain is slowly killing me
The war that others cannot see
It's what I go through
Cause I am
In two
I AM SPLIT IN TWO.