Cant say names, wont say em
hey its rae ofcoure hittin u up early today asking why? why certain thing happen?? i woke up this moring thingking to myself why did rell get shot???? why cant they find the perpertrators???? its so annoying and sad when u see your friend who is normally full of life, down and helpless. when i saw him in the hospital its life a part of his spirit was taken from him with that bullet. i've never been able to understand why he would hang out with some of the people he did but dang i didnt expect this. i know a certan someone is hurting inside but she wont let it show because of another certain someone. I dont know who my girl is in love with between rell(her ex) or her on and off man but hell i know it sucks to be caught up in an ongoing dilemma. not like i would know though but i can imagine u know. i see miss g got a new phone its so cute i think i might be jealous or somthing lol girl its cute. i have a project and a separate assignment due and my proffesor is making me nervous about how he's going to grade t. i must say it sure sucks to be a freshman again. i'm just glad bee and the twins are on campus it makes it so much better even though i rarely see them being that they're juniors and all. i'm going to get me some coffee around the corner. later on i'm going shopping my mom sent me my credit card in the mail. i want to get my nails done, and go to the spa or somthing i'm in dire need of relaxation and pampering right now. i think d is destracting my focus on school because its like he's just in my thoughts whatever he does, worse when he pisses me off. i really need to return to being the old me. i have no fear though, this credit card has come at the right time, lets just hope the bill will too