annnd
i still wait...
am I being selfish?
Really am I?
Once more I cry and cry cuz I'm a big baby...first of all...and second of all I just fucking miss him...and I can't even talk to him.
This is the absolute worst.
And he's mad at me...
So he's probably holding that against me.
God I suck.
I do it to myself...and the worst part is, I don't even realize that it's something that's gonna piss him off...but I always manage to do it. Somehow I do.
am I being selfish?
Really am I?
Once more I cry and cry cuz I'm a big baby...first of all...and second of all I just fucking miss him...and I can't even talk to him.
This is the absolute worst.
And he's mad at me...
So he's probably holding that against me.
God I suck.
I do it to myself...and the worst part is, I don't even realize that it's something that's gonna piss him off...but I always manage to do it. Somehow I do.