May 04, 2007 18:30
Everytime I log on to this thing....people have fucking cool LJ's.
However, I've no time for that bullshit.
So I was thinking....and have been continually about this move to FLA that I can see in everyone's faces that they really don't believe for a second that's going to be made.
I'm jsut so fucking sick of this city and the people in it. It's the same monotonous bullshit day after day and you can never get a break. It's depressing. Remie says it's cuz you can hardly see the sky cuz of all the trees. We're a city that is essentially in the middle of the woods.
I just want some sunshine. I want some people around me who aren't miserable every waking second. I want something to do on Friday nights besides get fucked up at home and then have to go to work in the morning. It's a never-ending repetitious life....I mean it SEEMS neverending.
It's like I could go through everyday not even really awake because I know exactly what's gonna happen. Who's gonna call at what time...and what we are going to do tonight...and tomorrow, and next week and next month.
I need some spontinaity.
Don't ever move here.