Nooooooooo, no need to worry. ^^; All I did was dance. I did get a few offers, but I turned them down. I just wanted to see the scene. I wish you'd been there with me even though you don't like dancing. <3
I will try. I still haven't had to use the gun, but I've made some progress on the recon.
You're right; I don't like dancing. Especially not in clubs. But I don't remember telling you that. You're really good at profiling people.
I want you to know that if you did by any chance get an offer you wanted to accept, don't hold back because of me. I understand how hard it is to resist something you crave when it's offered point blank. I won't think of it as betrayal or anything. Sooner or later you're going to have to let me go anyway.
Zero...I wouldn't do that without telling you. I'm glad you are so understanding of my needs/issues/whatever, but please do trust me, okay?
What do you mean, sooner or later I'll have to let you go? O_o Don't put it like that. Everything sounds so final. Can't we just take it one day at a time and enjoy the present, without worrying about the future?
Thank you, Haru. I'm glad. I do trust you. I just...as you know, I have a hard enough time trusting myself half the time. What you truly wish to do is not always the same as what your body wants (or thinks it needs) to do. Am I right?
Of course I am talking about September, when you go to New York. But even beyond that, my life is going into darker places all the time, and I don't want to drag you with me. And I know you live a spontaneous, carefree lifestyle, but sometimes it's important to think about the future too. That's why I worry about you, Haru.
*clings* You understand me very well considering we've only known each other a short time.
I DO think about the future, even if it doesn't seem like it. I just don't obsess about it and get depressed like you do. *pats* And I probably gave you an unfavorable impression of me, throwing myself at you like I did. I'm not always so reckless. Only when I'm smitten by an icily sexy glare like yours. You've set the bar high, Zee. I don't think you quite get that. XD
Well, even though we met recently, I think we've made a pretty deep connection.
Haru, you have a bright future. At least potentially. I don't. That's the difference. So I'm sorry if I come across as depressed. But as for you, I know you genuinely fell for me, and I know you're under the delusion that I'm a cut above the rest. Your affection means a lot to me. Even so, I'm not going to pretend you don't have a dangerously hedonistic streak. Your youngest brother would agree with me.
Fuck yeah it was deep. ;) You walked right into that one.
Zero, you DO have a bright future. Even more so if I'm in it. What are you talking about? You're so strong and you don't give yourself enough credit. :( Dangerously hedonistic? Is it that bad? More like...disconcertingly adventurous, I'd argue.
And you know, it's creepy how much you remind me of Ichigo sometimes. ^^;;
I hope you didn't have too much fun at the clubs, Haru. It looks like Ichigo may have had a good point.
But thank you for the update! I'm happy you're safe. Come back soon if you can. Summer is too short as it is.
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I will try. I still haven't had to use the gun, but I've made some progress on the recon.
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I want you to know that if you did by any chance get an offer you wanted to accept, don't hold back because of me. I understand how hard it is to resist something you crave when it's offered point blank. I won't think of it as betrayal or anything. Sooner or later you're going to have to let me go anyway.
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What do you mean, sooner or later I'll have to let you go? O_o Don't put it like that. Everything sounds so final. Can't we just take it one day at a time and enjoy the present, without worrying about the future?
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Of course I am talking about September, when you go to New York. But even beyond that, my life is going into darker places all the time, and I don't want to drag you with me. And I know you live a spontaneous, carefree lifestyle, but sometimes it's important to think about the future too. That's why I worry about you, Haru.
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I DO think about the future, even if it doesn't seem like it. I just don't obsess about it and get depressed like you do. *pats* And I probably gave you an unfavorable impression of me, throwing myself at you like I did. I'm not always so reckless. Only when I'm smitten by an icily sexy glare like yours. You've set the bar high, Zee. I don't think you quite get that. XD
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Haru, you have a bright future. At least potentially. I don't. That's the difference. So I'm sorry if I come across as depressed. But as for you, I know you genuinely fell for me, and I know you're under the delusion that I'm a cut above the rest. Your affection means a lot to me. Even so, I'm not going to pretend you don't have a dangerously hedonistic streak. Your youngest brother would agree with me.
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Zero, you DO have a bright future. Even more so if I'm in it. What are you talking about? You're so strong and you don't give yourself enough credit. :( Dangerously hedonistic? Is it that bad? More like...disconcertingly adventurous, I'd argue.
And you know, it's creepy how much you remind me of Ichigo sometimes. ^^;;
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