Apr 08, 2004 22:17
Well we lost the LAX game, and i'm sore as hell...
On a completely different note, I was puzzling over why exactly my social life seems to be different from everyone elses. But now I know: I have no other friends. Everyone else has friends outside of school. I don't and never did. I think the whole "who should I bring to the semi-formal" deal made me think about that. Like before I came to Stuart I seriously didn't have any. I mean I was friendly with a couple of people, but I never actually had any friends. And the only reason I ended up with friends at Stuart is because Rebe rescued me from the locker sometime in the beginning of 7th grade.
This is slightly alarming, although it makes sense. (Don't you hate it when things all of a sudden fall together in your mind?) I have a feeling that it's not so much "anger management" so much as I really don't know how to have/be a friend...
I seriously remember in 7th grade or something being at Rebe's house for some sleepover and being absolutely amazed like "Weeeeeeell, look at me...here I am, at someone's house..." and somebody would be like "omg do you remember in 2nd grade when..." and i would just be like "wow, 5 YEARS?"
This is just...