Tina update & men problems mixed in
Tina and I spoke last night. I told her she HAD to ask the mother and loser dad to help her out. This conversation started after she asked me to as my DAD for $300.00 dollars! Let me say this, I have NEVER asked my parents for money!!!! NEVER! I won’t be asking them for HER! This pissed me off so bad, thus the conversation about asking loser mom and dad to pay for their own kid! Kills me, all of it! I told Tina that I wouldn’t be asking my dad, but I would LOAN her $300.00 bucks. This really sucks because I’m not so sure she will pay me back, but I will say this, I’m not going to be scared to ask for it. Okay, enough of my blood pressure going up....
Below is an e-mail I received yesterday from my online get a date man Big Al.
Hey Suzie,
Wow! Our schedules are so much a like, but seem to be in two different dimensions! Leaving for Las Vegas, be back next week and hope to sit down with you for a chat!
See ya
Al
I find it interesting because it’s so untrue, but at the same time true. I started chatting with this guy back in January. I have yet to meet him. I’ve blown him off so many times it’s crazy mad!! He thinks I am a full of activity kind of person, like a social butterfly, but that is far from the case. We are from two different dimensions, his is Mr. Party Man and I am Ms Party Pooper USA.
My on-line dates never turn out well. I mean hell, I’ve had some guy BITE me within 20 minutes after we met. It wasn’t a little bite. It freaking hurt! It was like a freaking Vampire, and NOT the sexy Vampire type! Needless to say I left right away. The next guy I had a nightmare about spiting in my mouth serial killer. (sigh) He still calls me, however I do not return his calls. I can’t get past my nightmare about him. The one before these two freaks at the zoo, I wanted to date him badly! But the mo-fo didn’t want me.
I feel fat and ugly. I can’t help it for whatever reason. I do want to meet Al, but I worry he’ll think I’m not attractive enough to date and this would really hurt what little self-esteem I have left. It’s so unbelievable the way I feel. I use to think I could get anyone I wanted, if I handled it properly. Dating at my age really sucks! It’s a different game now. Men my age are so hard to date. They go for younger women and the ones that cant get the younger ones are not worth having.
I don’t know what to do about the funk I am in. I don’t mind being alone, it’s really not that bad. My life is not wasted alone, it just would be nice to have someone to share it with…. Not just anyone, someone worth my time. Guess I need to take the plunge with Big Al and hope it’s worth whatever happens.
Below is an e-mail I received yesterday from my online get a date man Big Al.
Hey Suzie,
Wow! Our schedules are so much a like, but seem to be in two different dimensions! Leaving for Las Vegas, be back next week and hope to sit down with you for a chat!
See ya
Al
I find it interesting because it’s so untrue, but at the same time true. I started chatting with this guy back in January. I have yet to meet him. I’ve blown him off so many times it’s crazy mad!! He thinks I am a full of activity kind of person, like a social butterfly, but that is far from the case. We are from two different dimensions, his is Mr. Party Man and I am Ms Party Pooper USA.
My on-line dates never turn out well. I mean hell, I’ve had some guy BITE me within 20 minutes after we met. It wasn’t a little bite. It freaking hurt! It was like a freaking Vampire, and NOT the sexy Vampire type! Needless to say I left right away. The next guy I had a nightmare about spiting in my mouth serial killer. (sigh) He still calls me, however I do not return his calls. I can’t get past my nightmare about him. The one before these two freaks at the zoo, I wanted to date him badly! But the mo-fo didn’t want me.
I feel fat and ugly. I can’t help it for whatever reason. I do want to meet Al, but I worry he’ll think I’m not attractive enough to date and this would really hurt what little self-esteem I have left. It’s so unbelievable the way I feel. I use to think I could get anyone I wanted, if I handled it properly. Dating at my age really sucks! It’s a different game now. Men my age are so hard to date. They go for younger women and the ones that cant get the younger ones are not worth having.
I don’t know what to do about the funk I am in. I don’t mind being alone, it’s really not that bad. My life is not wasted alone, it just would be nice to have someone to share it with…. Not just anyone, someone worth my time. Guess I need to take the plunge with Big Al and hope it’s worth whatever happens.