I has a real life?
Time for another real life update!
It's surprisingly warm here even humid which is odd because the last few days of summer were actually rather cold. But I'm enjoying having the windows opened especially since it's raining today and I always love the sound of falling rain.
We got mum's results back from her CT, everything looked fine. So we aren't worried about cancer anymore and I can finally breathe again. We still don't know what's wrong which is more than a little frustrating. She's been feeling better these last few days. It's been good to see her more like her old self. That's one thing about my mum, despite suffering from Addison's disease and all that entails [lack of energy, feeling sick, etc] she's always been such a cheerful person. Makes me wish I could handle my own depression in the same way. Since she got sick [with whatever this is] she just hasn't been as happy. And who could blame her?
As for me and my depression, I'm messing around with the doses of my meds and probably will be fore the next little while. Looking something like this:
Day One: Concerta 3 Prozac 1
Day Three: Concerta 3 Prozac 2
I may also try
Day One: Concerta 2 Prozac 2
Day Three: Concerta 3 Prozac 2
I'm trying to figure our which medication [Concerta/Prozac] will actually help my mood more. I can't say I've noticed much of a difference so far, and I'm toying with the idea of just picking one of those mixes and sticking with it for an extended period of time and then switching to something else to see if that makes it better or worse.
It's all a lot of hit or miss really. But I'm used to it.
Edit: I forgot to mention my left eye has begun twitching again *fist shake* Here's hoping it doesn't last nearly as long this time!
It's surprisingly warm here even humid which is odd because the last few days of summer were actually rather cold. But I'm enjoying having the windows opened especially since it's raining today and I always love the sound of falling rain.
We got mum's results back from her CT, everything looked fine. So we aren't worried about cancer anymore and I can finally breathe again. We still don't know what's wrong which is more than a little frustrating. She's been feeling better these last few days. It's been good to see her more like her old self. That's one thing about my mum, despite suffering from Addison's disease and all that entails [lack of energy, feeling sick, etc] she's always been such a cheerful person. Makes me wish I could handle my own depression in the same way. Since she got sick [with whatever this is] she just hasn't been as happy. And who could blame her?
As for me and my depression, I'm messing around with the doses of my meds and probably will be fore the next little while. Looking something like this:
Day One: Concerta 3 Prozac 1
Day Three: Concerta 3 Prozac 2
I may also try
Day One: Concerta 2 Prozac 2
Day Three: Concerta 3 Prozac 2
I'm trying to figure our which medication [Concerta/Prozac] will actually help my mood more. I can't say I've noticed much of a difference so far, and I'm toying with the idea of just picking one of those mixes and sticking with it for an extended period of time and then switching to something else to see if that makes it better or worse.
It's all a lot of hit or miss really. But I'm used to it.
Edit: I forgot to mention my left eye has begun twitching again *fist shake* Here's hoping it doesn't last nearly as long this time!