meme [day two]
Happiness Meme
This has got me doing a lot of thinking, and as I was trying to come up with something to put down for the second day, I started to feel like this was all really hollow. No matter what I choose [and should it really be this hard?] doesn't truly make me happy.
I'm not sure what makes me happy, can't really remember the last time I actually felt happy. But it certainly wasn't today. I'm going downhill fast, and there's not a damn thing I can do to stop it. I'm not on any medications right now that could be to blame. I'm bitter and frustrated and trying to push everyone away from me.
This isn't how it's supposed to work I know...
But then something happened.
Day 2: Kim called me to chat. And that was all it took to make me happy, just talking to a friend for a little while. [Kim you make my &hearts smile!]
This has got me doing a lot of thinking, and as I was trying to come up with something to put down for the second day, I started to feel like this was all really hollow. No matter what I choose [and should it really be this hard?] doesn't truly make me happy.
I'm not sure what makes me happy, can't really remember the last time I actually felt happy. But it certainly wasn't today. I'm going downhill fast, and there's not a damn thing I can do to stop it. I'm not on any medications right now that could be to blame. I'm bitter and frustrated and trying to push everyone away from me.
This isn't how it's supposed to work I know...
But then something happened.
Day 2: Kim called me to chat. And that was all it took to make me happy, just talking to a friend for a little while. [Kim you make my &hearts smile!]