SNOW!
We have our first snowfall of the year, and it's a decent amount too, about 4-5" I'm really hoping for a nice white Christmas this year. I'd really love to feel the way I did several years ago before the depression. Christmas has always been the most special time of year for me, and I've just been missing something these last few years.
The sun's come out this morning, it better not melt away my snow! Snow makes my feet happy!
That was the good, now on to the bad.
I can't write!
I feel like I'm completely mentally blocked >_< I got permission from one of my favorite Supernatural authors to write a story using some of her Brotherhood characters, and I just can't get the bloody thing to work for me. I wish I could just sit back relax and wait for the ideas to flow right, but I'm also feeling like that's not going to happen near fast enough. I haven't been able to get much writing done this entire week and it's really starting to get to me.
This is very similar to the way I feel when I'm taking Celexa in the beginning, but I'm not on any antidepressants right now. Which makes it all even more frustrating. *sigh* I can't stand feeling like a part of my brain is blocked off.
The sun's come out this morning, it better not melt away my snow! Snow makes my feet happy!
That was the good, now on to the bad.
I can't write!
I feel like I'm completely mentally blocked >_< I got permission from one of my favorite Supernatural authors to write a story using some of her Brotherhood characters, and I just can't get the bloody thing to work for me. I wish I could just sit back relax and wait for the ideas to flow right, but I'm also feeling like that's not going to happen near fast enough. I haven't been able to get much writing done this entire week and it's really starting to get to me.
This is very similar to the way I feel when I'm taking Celexa in the beginning, but I'm not on any antidepressants right now. Which makes it all even more frustrating. *sigh* I can't stand feeling like a part of my brain is blocked off.