I'm done
don't know what to say at the moment.
I have a very strong suspicion it won't make a difference one way or the other.
I hate looking forward to something only to have that interest leave, makes me feel empty.
and I'm already so tired...
at the moment I hate everything...
I can't expect anyone to understand, I just want that part of my brain to shut down, so I stop thinking about this >_<
I'm not worth this!
I have a very strong suspicion it won't make a difference one way or the other.
I hate looking forward to something only to have that interest leave, makes me feel empty.
and I'm already so tired...
at the moment I hate everything...
I can't expect anyone to understand, I just want that part of my brain to shut down, so I stop thinking about this >_<
I'm not worth this!