Nov 02, 2004 21:52
homecoming was FUN!! nikki was the brightest one there in her $170 yellow, dress, i was a lady in red and my hair was down and curly, it was a jungle theme with trees and "water falls" and the jungle book and tarzan playing on the screen throughout, well done, not the best music ever but 'twas fine.
LAST homecoming, LAST year here, i hate when i get those little spurts of realization, dampens the day, a little.
I discovered I'm really not a good girlfriend, well, i may have been once, but now im just selfish, i have no time for anyone but myself... I feel like its not fair to him but he says he doesn't care so.. alright then.. Does any one feel like its possibe right now to think of someone else when they are so worried about the future?