LOTS OF CHANGES
So, in the last couple weeks since my last pointless update a lot of things have changed. I know I bitched about Montana way too much, but well I finally did something about it. I am back in Spokane. I don't think it was a good idea. I mean, its nice to be back, but at the same time... lots of old memories, crushes, drama. I just don't know anymore. I don't know if I am supposed to be happy. I am not sure if I am supposed to be here. I just don't know. I still don't have a job. I have been here 3 weeks now. I have put in plenty of applications, and I can't even get a call back. Wonderful. I am living in the basement of my Aunt and Uncles. Its really nice of them to let me stay here, but well I really need my own place for a lot of different reasons.
The good things... well I have gotten to hang out with some cool ppl. I did get some good dinner and a little cuddle on the couch. THANKS Lance. Gotten to see my Grandparents. Took about 250 pictures around Spokane already. WOOHOO. Although no one asking me to take pics of them for modeling ;-P
I guess mostly just really frustrated. I feel like my life is going nowhere... I mean since school I haven't really accomplished much. I haven't been able to follow a dream. I can't step out and take a chance. I miss my cats. I want to love someone. I just UGGGG yeah. DONE
The good things... well I have gotten to hang out with some cool ppl. I did get some good dinner and a little cuddle on the couch. THANKS Lance. Gotten to see my Grandparents. Took about 250 pictures around Spokane already. WOOHOO. Although no one asking me to take pics of them for modeling ;-P
I guess mostly just really frustrated. I feel like my life is going nowhere... I mean since school I haven't really accomplished much. I haven't been able to follow a dream. I can't step out and take a chance. I miss my cats. I want to love someone. I just UGGGG yeah. DONE