What dreams are made of...

Nov 29, 2006 02:35

Rachel: "I've never seen your house CLEAN!!!"

LOL... sad but true.

My house is clean again. I must have been depressed. Now I am so not depressed.

I'm enjoying life, work, family, friends, everything.

Even things that normally get me down, no longer bother me. They can't touch what I have. These things no longer have the power to mar the beauty that is within me and around me.

Surrounding myself with the things in life that I love to do, the people I love, and reminding myself what is truly important. Indulging the things I want out of life. Accepting who I am and who I will always be. Allowing myself to embrace that way of life and way of thinking has opened my happy pores. And the happiness is flowing out and surrounding me.

People do come and go in your life, however, there are some who will always be there for you. I'm not saying they'll live forever. But while they are alive, they are someone you can trust and count on if you are in need. I know not everyone believes this, but it's true. There are people you will meet in life that you will recognize as the ones you should keep around. Even if you don't talk for a long time, it's the people that eventually pick up the phone and it is as if you never ended a conversation. Sometimes it's just natural.

Supposedly, there will be five friends who will come into your life and never leave. Typically you meet them and eventually realize they aren't what they seem. I feel I currently have three of those five in my life right now. It just makes me eager to learn who the other two will be. The three that I have met, have taught me so much about myself. Not actively, just by conversations, by being around them, by reflecting on my behavior and how I have grown and changed. Even when I thought I couldn't possibly because they say you can't teach an old dog new tricks. I am blessed to have found three so early on so that I have so much lifetime to share with them.

I'm so thankful for so much right at this moment that I can't help but smile. And I am going to bed with that smile and letting myself dream those impossible dreams without restriction.

If you've never let someone into your life, I suggest you get started. You get hurt along the way, but the ones that are meant to stay, make it all seem worth it.

I don't know that anyone can comprehend the extent of what I am feeling.
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