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Omfg... I just talked to Eric*... I seriously thought he had blocked me... Anyway, he logged onto AIM and I talked to him. I seriously want him to be my friend... Actually, I've always wanted him to be more than that, but I'm not sure if he ever wanted that as well... So yeah, we talked today. I asked him if he hated me, and thank God he told me he didn't. He told me he likes me... I mean he likes me likes me... He told me he... ahemn... wants me. He said ever since he met me he's been wanting to *cough cough*... Yeah...

I don't know what to do... I'm so confused right now and I've got so many mixed emotions... I just... don't know what to do know... I'm so glad though... That Eric doesn't hate me... And that... he actually... kind of feels the same way about me that I... used to feel for him... And maybe I feel it now... Maybe...

So anyway, I should go now...

<3
.Ami-chan.

t('-'t) fuck the world.

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*Eric - My old boyfriend... kind of... I don't know if he actually considered himself as my boyfriend and me as his girlfriend, but I wish he did... I used to love him so much, but I never thought he felt the same about me... I felt like I was just 'some girl' to him... So that's why I call Leteric my first boyfriend. But Eric and I were close. Very close. But not anymore... We got into a fight last week. I cussed him out and he told me not to talk to him again. I thought he had blocked me, but it turns out he didn't. I thought he hated me... but thankfully he doesn't...