. . .
I spent all morning crying..
I keep thinking about Eric..
I read e-mails we've sent each other..
And AIM conversations we've had..
:cries:
I miss him so much.
And I think.. I think I still love him.
I wish I could just..
Talk to him again..
I don't hate him.
No matter what I've said.
I don't.
He may have become rude.
And mean.
But I know that's not the real him.
He's different...
He's kind..
And caring..
And loving..
And romantic..
But no one else knows all that.
They all say I shouldn't love him.
I shouldn't want to be with him.
But I do..
And no one will ever really know why..
I thought I'd moved on.
I thought I could just have forgotten about him.
Since I've fallen in love with Julien..
But I still think about Eric..
And what we had..
And what more we could have had..
. . .
Now I've realized something..
I'm still in love with him. ♥
I keep thinking about Eric..
I read e-mails we've sent each other..
And AIM conversations we've had..
:cries:
I miss him so much.
And I think.. I think I still love him.
I wish I could just..
Talk to him again..
I don't hate him.
No matter what I've said.
I don't.
He may have become rude.
And mean.
But I know that's not the real him.
He's different...
He's kind..
And caring..
And loving..
And romantic..
But no one else knows all that.
They all say I shouldn't love him.
I shouldn't want to be with him.
But I do..
And no one will ever really know why..
I thought I'd moved on.
I thought I could just have forgotten about him.
Since I've fallen in love with Julien..
But I still think about Eric..
And what we had..
And what more we could have had..
. . .
Now I've realized something..
I'm still in love with him. ♥