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for the love of god, here we go again. please god please, i would pay any cost if you would just stop the world cause i want to get off. to much horseshit to much pain. to many motherfuckers trying to get in my game.
It has all started again, my head is a mess. I feel like a train wreck waiting to happen. I have felt this way before. Just when you think it is safe to go back into the water, it always resurfaces. The evil underbelly of life.
spent a few days in the wilderness of Canada, camped out on a lake 30 miles from anywhere. Pitched a tent, cooked over a fire. I felt like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders. Caught some fish, drank heavily. packed in 9 cases of beer for a 3 night, 2 day stay. Came up a bit short on finishing it off between 3 of us. One guy didnt really count. Saw a traffic fatality. A U-truck ran head on into a mini van. Didnt see the actual wreck but not to far off. stretchers, ambulance, firemen. the whole scene was a mess. I would be surprised if there were any survivors. Almost got steamrolled by a logging truck going to fast around curves and down hills. I actually thought the truck was going to roll over on us. It didnt. THe whole burn of the whole deal is passing through canadien customs with a restricted license. "why is it restricted sir?" I got a ticket. "for what sir?" OWI. "you are inadmissable to canada sir" what can i do to fix that? "go to immigration sir" well to make a long story short. I became admissable after paying a $200 entry fee if you will. Fuck them people. I will not go back. I will stay in USA.
Went to machine shop with a very lovely young lady. We saw, Crossfade and Shinedown. Both good bands but particularlly shinedown. My good pal. who is crazy for crossfade, knocked on the door to the bus and was invited in for a little bit. This made him the happiest guy alive.
I suppose that will do for the time being.
It has all started again, my head is a mess. I feel like a train wreck waiting to happen. I have felt this way before. Just when you think it is safe to go back into the water, it always resurfaces. The evil underbelly of life.
spent a few days in the wilderness of Canada, camped out on a lake 30 miles from anywhere. Pitched a tent, cooked over a fire. I felt like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders. Caught some fish, drank heavily. packed in 9 cases of beer for a 3 night, 2 day stay. Came up a bit short on finishing it off between 3 of us. One guy didnt really count. Saw a traffic fatality. A U-truck ran head on into a mini van. Didnt see the actual wreck but not to far off. stretchers, ambulance, firemen. the whole scene was a mess. I would be surprised if there were any survivors. Almost got steamrolled by a logging truck going to fast around curves and down hills. I actually thought the truck was going to roll over on us. It didnt. THe whole burn of the whole deal is passing through canadien customs with a restricted license. "why is it restricted sir?" I got a ticket. "for what sir?" OWI. "you are inadmissable to canada sir" what can i do to fix that? "go to immigration sir" well to make a long story short. I became admissable after paying a $200 entry fee if you will. Fuck them people. I will not go back. I will stay in USA.
Went to machine shop with a very lovely young lady. We saw, Crossfade and Shinedown. Both good bands but particularlly shinedown. My good pal. who is crazy for crossfade, knocked on the door to the bus and was invited in for a little bit. This made him the happiest guy alive.
I suppose that will do for the time being.