My heart beats for one reason
To live durr! lol jp
Anyway, a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. Obviously, cuz I havent been writing!
Wow, this'll be so confusing and out of order...
ok
well Justin and I are still together. I am so happy with him! We're going on 3 weeks...woopdee!! lol He is the sweetest guy, and I am so happy with him. He brought me a bouquet (sp?) of yellow roses to cheer me up (I'll explain later) and today a bouquet (?) of pink roses to cheer me up for the bad day I had yesterday (I'll explain later...) He also surprised me by coming to the game today!! yaay!!
KT's still pissing me off like crazy. People are asking her if shes dating Adam, (cuz she does effing act like it!) and then she wonders why they ask, and like brags about it! People are coming up to me asking why shes bragging about it, and she has to repeat it about 3 times in the course of 1 class period! It pisses me off. She flirts with him and knows it. Even though she has a bf and even though Adam is trying to get a gf...Mindi! (which was my doing, ty ty!) lol
Speaking of Mindi and Adam,
I had them meet for a total different reason, but they ended up liking each other. Even though they talked like once or twice before, he asked her out tonight and now they're dating! yay! Its so cute! I know MK is gonna get mad too cuz...
Today in Drama, Mindi told me that a few weeks ago, MK said, "So whats up with Brittany movin in on Justin?" Mindi: "Uhm...Idk...she likes him??" MK: "Oh, I just think it's weird." or something like that. and then when Mindi told her about meeting Adam and stuff, (recently) MK said shes not aloud to do anything with him or go out with him cuz shes her best friend and it would be weird. ?? wtf? I dont get it?! All well
Back on track...hmm...what else what else
O yeah, I'll explain about those flowers from my baby..
I'd rather not actually..
I'll give you the outline..
my step dad and my mom are fighting. shes staying out all night, and he sleeps on the couch. he wants to work it out, shes giving up, meaning we'll be moving and they're going to get a divorce therefore I'll be losing my only true father figure.
There, I made it simple and short.
And my bad day...
I went to go for a detention in the morning, but I had no ride cuz I spent the night at Sams cuz my mom asked me to. So I missed it and got an ISS (in school suspension) but I told them what happened, and got out of it. I didnt eat breakfas so my I borrowed $1 from Adam so I could get skittles (my breakfast) and then I borrowed $2 from another Adam for lunch. and ect, but I'm gonna stop there...
Well Im too tired, bored, A.D.D., and lazy to tell what else has been going on. So Im gonna go
Much Luv
~*Brittany*~
Unspoken Words
Love is beating in my ears
Something so beautiful is so near
But I try to push it away
It shouldnt feel this way
The way of pain
And feeling insane
The way of hurting everynight
And nothing comforting in my sight
Love is something I shouldnt feel
Its something nobody can heal
Im too irresponsible, too dumb
To have this wonderful feeling till I go numb
Love is something shared
Something split, yet spaired
When its broken
And unspoken
Its something I cant keep
Something that just makes me weep
So do a favor for me because of the above,
Please dont let me fall in love.
~Brittany B.
Anyway, a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. Obviously, cuz I havent been writing!
Wow, this'll be so confusing and out of order...
ok
well Justin and I are still together. I am so happy with him! We're going on 3 weeks...woopdee!! lol He is the sweetest guy, and I am so happy with him. He brought me a bouquet (sp?) of yellow roses to cheer me up (I'll explain later) and today a bouquet (?) of pink roses to cheer me up for the bad day I had yesterday (I'll explain later...) He also surprised me by coming to the game today!! yaay!!
KT's still pissing me off like crazy. People are asking her if shes dating Adam, (cuz she does effing act like it!) and then she wonders why they ask, and like brags about it! People are coming up to me asking why shes bragging about it, and she has to repeat it about 3 times in the course of 1 class period! It pisses me off. She flirts with him and knows it. Even though she has a bf and even though Adam is trying to get a gf...Mindi! (which was my doing, ty ty!) lol
Speaking of Mindi and Adam,
I had them meet for a total different reason, but they ended up liking each other. Even though they talked like once or twice before, he asked her out tonight and now they're dating! yay! Its so cute! I know MK is gonna get mad too cuz...
Today in Drama, Mindi told me that a few weeks ago, MK said, "So whats up with Brittany movin in on Justin?" Mindi: "Uhm...Idk...she likes him??" MK: "Oh, I just think it's weird." or something like that. and then when Mindi told her about meeting Adam and stuff, (recently) MK said shes not aloud to do anything with him or go out with him cuz shes her best friend and it would be weird. ?? wtf? I dont get it?! All well
Back on track...hmm...what else what else
O yeah, I'll explain about those flowers from my baby..
I'd rather not actually..
I'll give you the outline..
my step dad and my mom are fighting. shes staying out all night, and he sleeps on the couch. he wants to work it out, shes giving up, meaning we'll be moving and they're going to get a divorce therefore I'll be losing my only true father figure.
There, I made it simple and short.
And my bad day...
I went to go for a detention in the morning, but I had no ride cuz I spent the night at Sams cuz my mom asked me to. So I missed it and got an ISS (in school suspension) but I told them what happened, and got out of it. I didnt eat breakfas so my I borrowed $1 from Adam so I could get skittles (my breakfast) and then I borrowed $2 from another Adam for lunch. and ect, but I'm gonna stop there...
Well Im too tired, bored, A.D.D., and lazy to tell what else has been going on. So Im gonna go
Much Luv
~*Brittany*~
Unspoken Words
Love is beating in my ears
Something so beautiful is so near
But I try to push it away
It shouldnt feel this way
The way of pain
And feeling insane
The way of hurting everynight
And nothing comforting in my sight
Love is something I shouldnt feel
Its something nobody can heal
Im too irresponsible, too dumb
To have this wonderful feeling till I go numb
Love is something shared
Something split, yet spaired
When its broken
And unspoken
Its something I cant keep
Something that just makes me weep
So do a favor for me because of the above,
Please dont let me fall in love.
~Brittany B.