He's the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
So got sick this last weekend from God knows what, taking these new pills and for some reason, since I started taking them I have been super irritable and upset over the tiniest, stupidest little things. Especially Tony. Which makes me even more upset, because I don't want to be mad at him. Whatever. Done alot of thinking, I'm giving up on Robert. Completely. I have recently come to the conclusion that he was just being friends with me at the end because he felt bad or something. He keeps hitting on Kara, not calling, he's terrible at being friends if he doesn't even want to talk to me. I'm supposed to go finish paying Corey off tonight, supposed to call Robert when I'm on my way. . . . not sure if I should just rip a new hole in to that little exterior he has going on where he "doesn't care about anything" or if I should just act like everything is okay. *shrugs*
Work sucks. Pretty sure I'm going to get fired. I've been toe-ing this really fine line and I think I overstepped it the other day, which means I am on the hunt again, but I might be going to work with Kara at Arby's which could be fun. . . . I guess. . . . . maybe. . . I don't really want to work in fast food, but it's pretty decent pay and hopefully I can get some really good hours. . . . I hope. lol. She said they we're hiring so I'm hopeful. Wish me luck?
Well, seeing as this is turning kind of lengthy, I suppose I'll leave it at this for today. . . . peace out guys. Let me know if anybody actually read this anymore. . . . . cuz I don't think you do.
Work sucks. Pretty sure I'm going to get fired. I've been toe-ing this really fine line and I think I overstepped it the other day, which means I am on the hunt again, but I might be going to work with Kara at Arby's which could be fun. . . . I guess. . . . . maybe. . . I don't really want to work in fast food, but it's pretty decent pay and hopefully I can get some really good hours. . . . I hope. lol. She said they we're hiring so I'm hopeful. Wish me luck?
Well, seeing as this is turning kind of lengthy, I suppose I'll leave it at this for today. . . . peace out guys. Let me know if anybody actually read this anymore. . . . . cuz I don't think you do.