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I am so sick of everything. I just want it all to be over with is all. I've tried distance; I've tried talking to friends; I've tried anything and everything I know, but it just won't go away. So, I'm going away. In two weeks, I'm going back to Dallas. Yes, I'm visiting my friends, but I'm mainly going to get away from all of this. It's ridiculous people. Look at what all of you are ruining! Friendships, relationships, everything. You're throwing away everything you had. It's no fun being lied to. Whether it's a little white lie or a lie that can change your life. So, everyone stop it. If you want to go hang out with someone, just say so. Don't make up an excuse to go. Just tell them. It may hurt them to begin with, but I can assure you that pain pales in comparison to being lied to.
I'm doing my best to sit back and not say anything to any of you. I'm trying to distance myself because I see what you're all doing. I'm seeing things that all of you have known and accepted for a long time being torn apart. It hurts me, so I know it hurts the people involved. I can't help but hear things from people; I don't want to be in all of it, but people tell me things. You all just need to take a step back and look at what you're doing. I'm doing my best to do it, and it's slowly, but surely, helping. This isn't directed at any one person; it's directed to everyone. We've all made mistakes; we're all making mistakes. No one person is right in this. You all just have to realize that. Try to remedy things before there is no cure.