Emo Night

[y2tk]

So, it's Sunday night and it's 10:38. I just got home from dropping Ant off at his sister's. I just dropped my best friend ever off at his sister's house so he could go to basic training for the air force. I'm pretty upset. I'll see him again in seven weeks, but after that...who knows? He's one of the only true friends I've ever had and definitely my only best friend. I can't even describe how I'm feeling. I feel like I don't have anyone else to hang out with now. No matter what, I've always had him if I was bored. Now it's not like that. And it won't be like that. I'm going to be bored a LOT. Sure I've got two sweet computers, a sweet tv, a sweet surround sound system....but it's not fun by myself. I can't make jokes about movies anymore because nobody will understand them. I'm not gonna have anyone to go to the store with me. I'm not gonna have anybody to go to the store for me. It's going to suck. A lot. I want my friend back. I'm happy he's doing what he wants and finally getting out of Huntsville, but being the selfish person I am, I want my friend back.

All this doesn't even begin to describe what I'm feeling right now. I probably wouldn't even be able to if asked. I could type on and on, but it would never get the point across. Ant's the only best friend I've ever had. And now he's gone.