Am i inside myself?
I just found out a family friend is in the final stages of pancreatic cancer.
It's made me think a lot about who i am, who i used to be.
But most of all, it's made me think how nostalgic.
How i have missed her, especially these last few months faced with so much death. what would i be like if she were still here? Would i still want the same things? Would i have made the same choices? Would my family life be different? Would i be happy?
My heart feels sad. I feel so sorry.
I'm so sorry, i have not been enough.
It's made me think a lot about who i am, who i used to be.
But most of all, it's made me think how nostalgic.
How i have missed her, especially these last few months faced with so much death. what would i be like if she were still here? Would i still want the same things? Would i have made the same choices? Would my family life be different? Would i be happy?
My heart feels sad. I feel so sorry.
I'm so sorry, i have not been enough.