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If you read my last entry then you will understand this.
She replies:
First off i just want to say y cant u say this to my face huh? yea i noe since u want everyone to come and say why they dont come and get u anymore to ur face, so yea j/w...and every time i asked u last year to go swimmin u never wanted to go, and maybe i hang out wit them cuz they dont wanna be inside and be bord, even tho i noe u'll go outside once in awhile, but jess c'mon im being rude?? look at wut ur writting to me y dontcha? a waste of my time? plz i wouldn't be readin it if it was a waste of my time..and if u dont care wut i do y the heck r u writtin these messages? geez at least im talkin to u at all...and u wanna noe the truth about y i dont talk to u anymore or w/e then here it goes u've changed so much and its like when im talkin to u, u just try and be sarcastic ALL the time and after a while it gets on my nerves like when ur tryin to get me to laugh or sumthin u stare at me and yea it might make me laugh but most of the time it gets on my nerves or like when u say stuff like sumthin to make me feel guilty, thats basicly y i dont hangout wit u as much jes, and now i noe ur just gonna be sarcastic about thing or w/e and yea noe wut if im tellin u this then maybe u can work on sum of these things and maybe we can be better friends but u just need to be nicer other than always bein sarcastic, its like sumtimes its funny but other times its not... yea yea i noe ur gonna be mad at me tomorrow but at least u noe now
P.S: just tell me wut u think about this
**~ Sam ~**
My reply to her:
hahaha funny. Well if you don't like who i am then. Maybe we aren't meant to be. I'm a sarcastic person and always have and always will because I personally like being that way. But its a silly joke sarcastic way.I don't take my sarcastic talk very serious i always just joke about it. I really didn't change. Your the one who changed trust me, i would know if i changed but i'm the same person, i'm caring, Nice at least to some people, sarcastic, fun to be around(some people obviously) and a silly lovable person. But i guess i'm none of those things to you. You tell me who you want me to be. And i'll be that person when i'm around you. All i have to say is i'm Just Me. You can't label me anything because i'm not anything. Iunno what i am. There are things you have to go through life to find out who you really are. I'm in that phrase right now. And all i know is i'm a Silly goose. And i like it and my other friend must do too cause thats who they like too. I'm sorry that i'm not the same person to you. but to me i'm the same and to my other friends i'm been friends with in a long time don't seem to see a change.
You actually think i like staying inside watching tv or anything? No. But i'm a sporty person which means i like to go play some hoops but you sort of don't. I like to go for walks or possibly runs but you do but never ask me or anything when you have the dogs to walk. I like to play catch or football or hockey or volleyball. So i do like being out side. matter in fact i love being out side but the least i like to do is swim but its just because of the past i've had with the ear infections and everything and i just don't want to deal with that pain every single time i go in the pool. Yes there is ear plugs but they don't work so well because the water still goes in my ears. and on the outside cause i get it inside and out. If i could change one thing about my self it would be where i would like to go swimming like you do. So we could hang more. But since i don't i guess we don't hang much and i'm boring. I'm sorry i'm not more funner than the guys. Its oka. Oh well.
well iunno what else to say but sorry but iunno how thats gonna help anything. But who knows.
ps didn't i tell you, not to take it the wrong way. Cause i'm not writing anything rude i'm just expressing my feelins but that first comment was rude from you because it was like why do you care....i mean why would someone ever ask that to someone else. Why do you care? Cause i just care. Is that a bad thing or something. I care about alot of things. More than you can imagion*sp* because that is how i learned to be when i was growing up. I don't ever be or try to be mean because its something i can't do often. Cause then after while i feel bad and guilty and wish i could take it back and everything so i don't be mean often. Only when i'm mad and have to take out on something. But everyone does that so i don't see that as a problem. There may be a time where i have a bad mood but i try to hide it and just pretend that its not there..so i don't say anything i regret.
Well I have to go. Sorry again for how long it is. Feel free to comment back on this. You don't have to because i dont want to keep this going on and on so this may be my last comment unless i really have to tell you something?
Laters.
But then i forgot to add something So heres another.
oh and the reason why i can't say it to your face because i never get to hang out with you and everytime we are walking home we are talking about something else and i don't like to change the topic and today because you were mad so i didn't want to talk because i knew you were going to get even madder because of what i said on this so i let that one go. But honestly i would say it to your face but since i never know when you are home or where you are or anything. I just think it might be easier to get to you by this. but if you really want me to talk to you about this to your face tell me cause i will. I have nothing to hide.
Sorry if this bores you or anything. I just need to talk somewhere. Doesn't mean you have to comment if you don't want to. I don't care personally.
But thats all i have to say.Byes.Luvz.