i'm done trying.
now this does not go out to any of my "home girls" because i love all of them to death!
i'm beginning to realize some of these guys i call "friends" are not worth my time anymore. seriously, why do i even bother. if they need me, i'm there. but are THEY there for me? no. honestly i feel like these 2 people could care less if i lose touch with them, and it sucks because i do care and love them..i just can't take all the excuses and the bullshit anymore. i'm EXTREMELY nice to them...but i mean, i guess it's nothing. i can't always be the one making an effort. so fuck that. i dont need you guys in my life. i'm done trying.
i'm beginning to realize some of these guys i call "friends" are not worth my time anymore. seriously, why do i even bother. if they need me, i'm there. but are THEY there for me? no. honestly i feel like these 2 people could care less if i lose touch with them, and it sucks because i do care and love them..i just can't take all the excuses and the bullshit anymore. i'm EXTREMELY nice to them...but i mean, i guess it's nothing. i can't always be the one making an effort. so fuck that. i dont need you guys in my life. i'm done trying.