Dec 07, 2004 20:31
feeling so much like shit right now.
i hate guys. end of story.
i can't believe how heartless and evil and just how CRUEL some people are .. i got the ex-crush's best friend threatening to beat me up b.c i had "i love HATE you" on my away message. okay, first off, i didn't do SHIT to the ex-crush, i just asked him to the formal and hoped that he would say yes. and now i wanna cry, because EVERYBODY i've asked to this formal has turned me down.
maybe i shouldn't bother going. maybe it's a waste of time.
but all my friends are going, and then i'd have nothing better to do except sit around and stare at the computer or watch some crappy TV shows. sounds like fun !!!
i miss tim more than ANYTHING right now .. he was the only guy who actually loved me for who i was ..
bye.