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     so i just got back from band camp today. & im with jon.
i think that he's a little upset at me. & i hate it.
     this week was so hard. it was horrible. all i wanted to do was
go home.
     jon was worried about about the dance that we had yesterday night.
but most of it was spent crying & talking to him on the phone.
     i dunno he has nothing to worry about & i know that he 
knows that but some times i worry that he doesnt believe me.
     i care about him so much nothing is going to change & its so
crazy how much i love him & i wouldnt do anything to hurt him.
     & i know that he kmows that.

i love  him and when i look at himeverything that i want.
i want to spend the rest of my life with him. 
i want him to the one.
ive found my one.

but im out.
peace.
christine