Jan 16, 2007 01:06
so i feel like my life is figuring itself all out without me being ready for it to be figured out....if ppl knew my thoguhts sometimes it would not be good....ugh i jus do not know what to think nemore like some of my thoughts i know i should not be thinking nd then another time i will think the total opposite....i need to talk to my lisa about my situation right now cuz i meant to talk to her when i was home but it was new years nd then we were never jus me and her so it did not really work out.....
i miss being involved in stuff nd having friends to gossip to nd jus to chill with nd laugh with nd PARTY with...i def miss those senior year partaaayysss they were sooo much better than nowww...you dont even knowww
i miss partyin with lisa with our random shit nd partyin with tasha nd joe cuz it was alwaysssss fun times
ugh i miss my girls nd my single life with the girls cuz it was sooo different
nd lately i've been gettin this feeling in my tummy nd im jus hoping nd hoping tht its notttt like seriously u dont noe how i was feelin yesterday niteeee....
well yea so college is college nd i jus want to be with girls tht <3 me nd actually cum nd say hey u wanna come ourt with us tonite instead of me always askin them or them jus comin to me when they need something....maybe i need a new college or something nd this is the good decision well hopefully it is cuz yea it would be badd if its not
SLEEP!!!!!
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