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well second week of college is finally over....
so far:
-failed a bio lab quiz
-passed a bio quiz haha
-shit load of homework from everyyy class
-crazy schedule
-spent a week with my boyfrienddd<3
-didnt party at alllll
-stressin like crazaaay
-spent crazy mount of money on books!
yea so now the third week is comin up and the work jus keeps pilin up....i dont feel like doing this anymore...i jus can't wait til break....i jus wanna be home in my own bed, in my own room for a lil bit...i really miss it!!
it's soo different living this far from home and in a dorm...
it actually kinda sux...i'm pretty sure bout transferring next year...so now i gotta start looking for another schooll....i realized this school is jus wayyy too far nd too much money!! state schools here i come!!! hahah
enuff bout school....
it finally happened, i noe it's crazy but yea it did...
nd now things are changed....we got into a fight bout it cuz i didnt wanna nd he did...iunno it was kinda like he was jus really really persistant nd even when it was killing me nd i didnt wanna do it nemore he still wanted to nd did....iunno he tells me certain things bout tht kind of stuff from b4 nd it's REALLY hard to believe...iunno...it jus reallyyy seems like he's lying but there's nothing i can really do cuz he swears hes not nd stuff nd theres no way for me to noe ya noe? so i guess i jus gotta trust him...i mean it wouldnt matter but i jus wanna noe ya noe?....iunno...w.e...
so yea thts the boy friend....
drew is still round tho...from back in the day drew....he's bein sooo crazyyy lately but i guess its jus cuz i have a bf now but i mean he's had gf's b4 so i dont see what the difference is like he seriously jus doesnt want me to move on with my life at all....he doesnt make a point ot try to call me or chill so im not jus gonna sit there nd not be with other ppl...but yea hes been an asshole this past week or two...
chris....hott hott chris....i was actually tlkin tohim for like three hours online yesterdayyyy...ughhhh i hate it cuz i realized i still like him A LOT nd it sux cuz i have a bf nd he still like loves kate nd stuff nd he noes tht i still like him nd stuff...iunno w.e....at least i got my dream prom date jawn goin on lol...
friendss....yea no great new ones...i dont like too many ppl up here so it kinda sux...but w.e...hopefully i go to a party tonite nd meet a bunch of new ppl nd stuff...iunno im hopin for it...i miss my old ones a lotttt its crazy....tasha is like my all time friend to chill with like we were inseperable so its been different i miss tht girl like crazy like ven jus chillin at her house or round the block...nd lisaaaa i miss i always pictured us two goin to college together nd now we're not so it jus sux i miss herrrrrr
nd stef...well we chilled a lot the month b4 school so we got close nd now we barely have time to tlk so tht sux i miss jus bein able to go to tht girls house when i was upset nd tell her funny ass jesse stories...hahah
but yea i guess thts what college is........
i cant wait til go home...i update after tontie to let u noe if my party plan goes through....
<333
so far:
-failed a bio lab quiz
-passed a bio quiz haha
-shit load of homework from everyyy class
-crazy schedule
-spent a week with my boyfrienddd<3
-didnt party at alllll
-stressin like crazaaay
-spent crazy mount of money on books!
yea so now the third week is comin up and the work jus keeps pilin up....i dont feel like doing this anymore...i jus can't wait til break....i jus wanna be home in my own bed, in my own room for a lil bit...i really miss it!!
it's soo different living this far from home and in a dorm...
it actually kinda sux...i'm pretty sure bout transferring next year...so now i gotta start looking for another schooll....i realized this school is jus wayyy too far nd too much money!! state schools here i come!!! hahah
enuff bout school....
it finally happened, i noe it's crazy but yea it did...
nd now things are changed....we got into a fight bout it cuz i didnt wanna nd he did...iunno it was kinda like he was jus really really persistant nd even when it was killing me nd i didnt wanna do it nemore he still wanted to nd did....iunno he tells me certain things bout tht kind of stuff from b4 nd it's REALLY hard to believe...iunno...it jus reallyyy seems like he's lying but there's nothing i can really do cuz he swears hes not nd stuff nd theres no way for me to noe ya noe? so i guess i jus gotta trust him...i mean it wouldnt matter but i jus wanna noe ya noe?....iunno...w.e...
so yea thts the boy friend....
drew is still round tho...from back in the day drew....he's bein sooo crazyyy lately but i guess its jus cuz i have a bf now but i mean he's had gf's b4 so i dont see what the difference is like he seriously jus doesnt want me to move on with my life at all....he doesnt make a point ot try to call me or chill so im not jus gonna sit there nd not be with other ppl...but yea hes been an asshole this past week or two...
chris....hott hott chris....i was actually tlkin tohim for like three hours online yesterdayyyy...ughhhh i hate it cuz i realized i still like him A LOT nd it sux cuz i have a bf nd he still like loves kate nd stuff nd he noes tht i still like him nd stuff...iunno w.e....at least i got my dream prom date jawn goin on lol...
friendss....yea no great new ones...i dont like too many ppl up here so it kinda sux...but w.e...hopefully i go to a party tonite nd meet a bunch of new ppl nd stuff...iunno im hopin for it...i miss my old ones a lotttt its crazy....tasha is like my all time friend to chill with like we were inseperable so its been different i miss tht girl like crazy like ven jus chillin at her house or round the block...nd lisaaaa i miss i always pictured us two goin to college together nd now we're not so it jus sux i miss herrrrrr
nd stef...well we chilled a lot the month b4 school so we got close nd now we barely have time to tlk so tht sux i miss jus bein able to go to tht girls house when i was upset nd tell her funny ass jesse stories...hahah
but yea i guess thts what college is........
i cant wait til go home...i update after tontie to let u noe if my party plan goes through....
<333