Oct 13, 2004 22:36
I feel like i'm in a funny point of my life right now. I seem to be questioning alot of things and how important they are to myself in the long run. Like, will things I seem to care about now really matter at all in the future? I hope I won't put up with half of the shit that I do now. I take crap from some people that I know I don't need to, and I run back to some people just for a feeling of comfort..but it's so unbalanced. I know it's wrong and probablly nothing will come out of any of this but frustration and negative feelings, but until I move I feel I have no other option. I can't stand these days recently..someone completly sucked this island dry of any good times or fun. Everyday just mushed into a repeat of the day before. SOMEONE NEW COME INTO MY LIFE, spice it up for gods sake. Don't get me wrong, I know some great kids around here..but this island is driving me nuts!
p.s. bush is an idiot