May 18, 2005 16:40
okay so school is lonely and empty without the seniors. sometimes it's good, sometime's its bad. what am i saying? its always bad. i even miss the drama ones. i even miss the sluts and the tricks and all them. JUST KIDDING. there werent any of those, thats oh six. SILLY ME.
lets seeeeee. ive decided to give up on alg 2 all together. i am not smart enough. i am also not smart enough for AP eng, so i am stuck in some shit ass composition class that i am probably way too talented for. not to say i am great or anything, but i know for a fact that writing isnt my weakest subject. but whatever. i figure that without friends and a reason for LIVING.. there isnt a reason for ALGEBRA. so.. maybe the THIRD times a charm? maybe my THIRD year of algebra will be my straight a year or something! who knowss! ugh ugh ugh screw FUTURE. im just going to go to california and work at some cool cafe and go to the beach everyday and be the coolest surfer and stufffff. jgirmgfjrsiwrfko!!
chantelle chalesseiah and briana came over last night to watch one tree hill with me. i was so excited. like no one even understands. i love my friends SO much! and freaking chaless.. i have a bruise on my ELBOW and on my FOOT from the MANY MANY wrestling moves she pulled on me! crazy girl!! but i abslutely loved spending time with them and i miss them so fucking much during the day. i need those girls to breathe!!!!
win has this great master plan that hes going to help me on like act and getting into college and upping my gpa and stuff. i so need this. i so need thissss.!!
on a sad note.. things with me and fergie arent like i wanted them to be at all. im so sadddd. i wish we'd walk to every class together and stufff.:( i know i messed up everything. i am so stupid. i am such a retard. i screw up everythingggg good and go for all the WRONG things. ugh i have SO much to learn.
CHALESS: knock knock
ME: whos there?
CHALESS: 4
ME: 4 who?
CHALESS: 4 10
ALL OF US BUST INTO LAUGHTERRRR. cant get much better than thaaat!!!! i loooooooove my friends! <3
and i hate you for all of your life
for coming into contact with mine..