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Somewhere between the procrastination, and the homework, and the incessant forwards and the friendships, and the calls to each other complaining about crushes... Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends, and the "I miss you's", and the "I love you's", and the "What are you doing tonight's", and somewhere between all of the changing and growing... Somewhere between the classes and skipping classes... and the studying for tests, and the pretending to study for tests.. and the downright not studying for tests, I forgot, I forgot what school was all about. Somewhere between all the appointments, and Starbucks Coffees, and Diet Mountain Dew's, and paying bills, and not paying bills, making plans, then breaking plans, appearing, disappearing, then reappearing, I forgot, I forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy, and that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love, and that you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love. I learned that its okay to mess up, and its okay to ask for help, and its okay to feel like crap. I learned its okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day. I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties, or the dates, or the hookups. It's the friendships, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. I learned that time can heal all things. I learned that just when you think it can't get worse- it does. But with the love and support of friends, you survive. I've learned that when you start feeling bad about losing touch, those that you've lost touch with are feeling the same way. But, basically, I just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. - Anonymous
En0ugh said. I l0ve all 0f y0u n0 matter what. My friends are m0re than i c0uld ask f0r. Ya'll all mean s0 much t0 me. Thanks s0 much f0r everything. I w0uldn't be wh0 i am t0day with0ut ya'll in my life. Each and every 0ne 0f y0u h0ld a special place in my heart :: Beth ::
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