Aug 20, 2005 00:06
Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me
Current mood: enraged
Why o' why does it always go that way....It's sad that someone is so on a diffrent level, other dimension, or just a recluse....that they cannot go out, get fucked up and live survive and work at their stressfull job THE NEXT DAY, and well do just fine, indeed, Without 90 goddamn people commin' up to you to tell you how fucked up you were.....GET FUCKING OVER IT!!!!! It's not a fun topic, I am/am not embaressed, Get fucking over it.....are peoples lives that pathetic in this town that the only sorce of your measly entertainment is to point out my flaws????? Wait 'til I start picking out yours, I can be a fucking cunt, in case you were not around to witness the second half of the night, should you be forwarnd; you don't want my wrath, my tounge is quick and my thoughts razer-deadly-clear to your phyches; beleive you me....I am smarter and more observent than I look, and mostly, well I hate most everybody and everything that does not directly effect my life in a positive way....I only yell at those I love the most, most of the time, But keep pressing those buttons......
And for those whom did not show up at my store but instead decided to post it on here/myspace....you need to get out more....Go have a beer....HA!!!!!!!
That said, I am an angry girl, I have problems, I am not over them, Sometimes I want to disappear, and well sometimes/I repeat SOMETIMES, my mind does that for me for a few hours, And sometimes I black out........GET FUCKING OVER IT!!!!!!!!
I am...........
POST SCRIPT:
This is not directed at my friends they at least know who they are........
I think...........
That out of my system.......
Time to pack more......or read.......
I think I will read.......
Joe=Tracy....Good to see you, sorry again.......
I suck sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!