i hate myself, and im not just saying that
it looks liek i have screwed up the best thing that has ever happened to me. well it seems i had promised somehting and just forgot about it...i would never lie to her and she knows that (well i thought)i DID go skiing, and i DIDNT plan ne thing else. there was some stuff said that really made me angry, what i did was stupid but cant u see where i was comming from? i would do ne to get rid of this. i messed up big. i have never felt so alone and i dunno just like there is nothing left for me. i wasnt thinking, and when i was it was outa anger, i still didnt see the whole thing till this morning. well i guess ur probably done with me and things wont be the same again :(..but for what it is worth i am sorry and i would take back all of it in a second