Nov 18, 2008 02:29
today... started out great... and ended a little bad...
i had cherrios for breakfast 120 calories
then sun chips for lunch 140 plus powerade
then some tuna
chili for dinner
and then ... the cake...
BAH FUCK
and i didnt excercise... i need to stop fucking sleeping when i get home and get off my lazy fat ass!!!
right now im drinking cranberry juice...
i think i just need to seriously realize how big ive gotten, accept it and drop down to my size i want. i want to aim for a one again but that wont happen for some time, so until then, liquid diets and shit ton of excercise. bring it the fuck on.