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Well ladies and gentlemen, this month has finally topped itself off, atleast I hope it has. Well I had my second surgery on my back and hoped that it went well, until I started getting leg and back pain again. Now I am scared. I am going in this wednesday for another MRI. Hopefully I won't need surgery again because if I do it will be a fusion, I will be in the hospital for 5 days and need a brace for 6 weeks. So I am a little scared of that. My aunt is in the hospital now, she was put on hormones and they caused blood clots, now she is going to lose her big toe, atleast. She could lose more. My dog pugsley died. He was 18 years old. Thats pretty old for a dog, but I think because he was alive for so long I started to believe that he would be around forever. I am still dealing with that one. Me and Jeremy are perfect, that is one thing that I can count on staying good. Hopefully everything will brighten up eventually. There are a lot more things going on, family problems, that I can't talk about yet. But we will see what happens