Aug 22, 2005 15:04
happy birthday to me!!! and my mom and berry. thank u to everyone that called to wish me a happy birthday, my phone is not working, it doesn't ring and then i have a voicemail, and it doesn't say who called either, so i apologize to anyone that didn't get through to me, my surgery is still on the 6th from what i know, i am scared, but what are u gonna do, i don't leave the house very much anymore, the pain has gotten so bad that i just always want to stay in bed, the pain has taken so much energy out of me, i can't do much anymore, i hope to have some energy back soon. i miss everyone. right now i am living off of my parents vicodin because they wouldn't give me anything for pain. but i hope to have a good night tonight, i probly won't do anything, but it might still be good. my parents got me a new watch with the simpsons on it, some cologne, some pj's, and a book i have been wanting, jeremy got me some cleats(sp?) so i can play softball next summer, my brother and his wife got me the new simpsons dvd, and my other brother and his girlfriend got me a gift card to bath and body works, i really didn't expect anything at all, but i was pleasantly suprised and my mood is amazing, i just wish that the lack of energy and pain weren't keeping me down. i will update again before and after the surgery. until then, bye bye