Oct 01, 2004 00:42
i thought about alotta shit from all different angles...and since ive gotta good ass memory i remember all the shit since day one...and now i believe that i understand someones actions more then i ever have b4...it doesnt justify anything...but most things that are done cant be justified espically when the person isnt even sure why they're doin them...and it doesnt make too much since if you're lookin in the future...but thats what i was doin...when i shouldve just looked at the present and the past.......i knew what they were doin b4...its just i didnt have a fukkin clue why...i tryed 2 figure it out and i thought i did...so i did somethings to change it...but still it came out with the same results...or just made shit worse then b4...which is fine cuz nothin was up anyway.........
but anyway....im bakk in canton...its fukkin 12:47 and i woke up this mornin at 4 to go 2 work...then i worked 16 hours...and im here now...i got 2morrow off, which is a very motha fukkin good thing...i mean im all bout workin now and gettin my fukkin pay chekk...but damn...itll be str8...im leavin 4 a month on the 11th...goin 2 FL 2 wire up some CVS's and shit like that...same shit that ive been doin but now its outta town...which ive been doin...but instead of just 1 or 2 of em...its 23...so ill prolly be gone bout a month...its a good thing though...i like leavin everyone bakk here and just goin wit soembody 2 somewhere else for a while...it lets shit chill down and its nice to have some time to think about shit and just see new shit......
i took my g.e.d. test on monday and wendesday...i think i did good...shit was pretty easy...also met 2 lette's up there...which is nice cuz i know wassup wit em...one of em's a FUKKNO...and the otha's lookin str8 as fukk...but she gotta boyyyyfriend that she live wit...but its cool cuz she's local to here...so ill prolly roll over there sometime and chill...its nice cuz she doesnt havea cpu so she cant talk 2 some fukkheads and the certain fukkfaces tell em some bullshit and EXSAGERATE THA FUKK OUT OF SOMETHIN...bout how im pikkin up hoes wit one hand by their nekk 2 feet off tha ground...cuz hate ta diss on myself as errybody knows...but i cant pikk up a bitch wit one arm....i mean i could knokk em off they feet wit a hit...but i aint bout all some beatin tha FUKK outta them hoes...i dont even know...but im out this bitch 4 now...time 2 sleep...holla at cha boy