still feels like the first time...
saturday night rob, robyn, touque, mike, bryan, and i all went to the everblades game at germain arena. for those of you who don't know anything about dumb ass fort myers the everblades are a semi-pro hockey team that plays here in fort myers. it was actually there last game before the playoffs. they won 3-1. they are pretty good. for some reason the boys wanted to go the worst and i think that me and robyn had the most fun. we really got in to it, yelling and screaming. we took a picture with their mascot who is a big alligator named swampee. :)then after we went to denny's and then bryan, rob, and i left to go my my casa and all my roommates, cody and jon were drinking. so i jumped on the alchy bandwagon and drank. i was drunk in ten minutes i think? it's a shame that, that isn't my record lol. i haven't drank for a while. we had lots of fun. i was gettin tired of sittin on either bryans couch or my bed watching tv. i needed to get out. that and a group of us havent gone out for a while.
then sunday during the day since i slept with bryan the night before i didn't get the best of sleep so i slept for a while during the day. then at around 1:30 jenna called me and told me to come down to the pool. we chilled wit the firecats which is the fort myers arena football players. they all moved in to college club for the season + they barbeque at the pool every sunday. also, their barbeques are sponsored so they hook everyone up wit drinks and food. i was tore up. not only that but i am not burnt as fuck. i had bryan rub aloe on me. he is so sweet when he does it too. he does it all nice and soft. it gets me really relaxed. i like the firecats though, they are mad cool. they are all really nice too. in my drunken stuper i told bryan i wanted a relationship. he said he still didn't. basically he came out and told me it is because he is scared. he is gunna fuckin be scared if he doesnt try to be in one but what the fuck ever. id rather not be in a relationship and be how we are then not be in one. which is why i am always in this situation but whatever. id rather have someone than not. i am so needy. argh.
saturday i have the general knowledge test and then we are goin to port charlotte for tj's birthday. i have no idea what to get him. grr. lol. then we were gunna go to the firecats after party maybe but the guy never gave us his #. oh well.
i have tons of homework! + i need to get it done. but the stuff i have to do for my connections class is up in the air cause i'm not sure what to do for either of the assignments i am supposed to turn in on thursday. grr. i am startin to stress about school. i am getting it done slowly but surely though. i can't wait till this shit is done.
then sunday during the day since i slept with bryan the night before i didn't get the best of sleep so i slept for a while during the day. then at around 1:30 jenna called me and told me to come down to the pool. we chilled wit the firecats which is the fort myers arena football players. they all moved in to college club for the season + they barbeque at the pool every sunday. also, their barbeques are sponsored so they hook everyone up wit drinks and food. i was tore up. not only that but i am not burnt as fuck. i had bryan rub aloe on me. he is so sweet when he does it too. he does it all nice and soft. it gets me really relaxed. i like the firecats though, they are mad cool. they are all really nice too. in my drunken stuper i told bryan i wanted a relationship. he said he still didn't. basically he came out and told me it is because he is scared. he is gunna fuckin be scared if he doesnt try to be in one but what the fuck ever. id rather not be in a relationship and be how we are then not be in one. which is why i am always in this situation but whatever. id rather have someone than not. i am so needy. argh.
saturday i have the general knowledge test and then we are goin to port charlotte for tj's birthday. i have no idea what to get him. grr. lol. then we were gunna go to the firecats after party maybe but the guy never gave us his #. oh well.
i have tons of homework! + i need to get it done. but the stuff i have to do for my connections class is up in the air cause i'm not sure what to do for either of the assignments i am supposed to turn in on thursday. grr. i am startin to stress about school. i am getting it done slowly but surely though. i can't wait till this shit is done.